Posted: 03/09/2009 at 16:49
I am serioulsy stressed I had to cut my maternaty leave short because I was worried that I wouldnt be able to get a job intime for when I needed it so I took a job in a local shop then I wish i hadnt because some of the girls had their hours cut after christmas and instead of giving them their hours back they gave them to me and I have since found out they are being nice to my face but bitching about me behind my back.
So I applied for a new job but they rang me to say that I didnt get it but could they keep my cv becasue they were impressed with me!! well they have rang me today to ask can I start on monday, i have to give 4 weeks notice at my current job so I am working at the new job mon tue and wed and at my old job thurs fri untill my notice runs out then i will be doing mon to fri but I now cant find a childminder so I may not be able to take the new job because of this issue.
My new job is one week after noons and the next week mornings.
My eldest daughter is due to start a nursery at the school mon to fri in the mornings which is great for her but I can find anyone to pick her up to and keep her untill I finish at 1 afternoons I have managed to sort out untill christmas but I am now really starting to panic. And then there is my youngest who is 8 months old I can find anyone for her in the mornings either everyone is fully booked and some of them even have waiting lists.
Im sure my hair is going grey already with all the stressing I have done. My husband isnt much use either because he just keeps saying I dont know why you are getting stressed it will sort itself out somehow!! If you have to you will have to stay at the shop.
I just get cross because it wont sort itself out its me who has to sort it out and NO I dont want to stay at the shop because I hate working there.
I am ringing the family information service tomorrow to see if they can give me some more telephone numbers for child minders. I would put them in a nursery but because I need them to go out of their set hours its going to cost me ??60 more a week that I just cant afford!!
Thanks for reading I feel much better now for ranting on!! I will update you in the morning if i get anywhere with FIS.
Amie x x x