Posted: 07/02/2011 at 08:32
many thanks for your comments on my thread, they are very greatfully received and dont appologise for rambling. xx
I know what you mean by saying it sucks, my best friend had a baby back in 2007 not long after we started trying for a baby and since then due to me finding it hard to cope and her not being very supportive we are no longer in contact which is a shame. Also my neice asked me this weekend why me and her uincle had not given her a cousin yet and when we were, i felt like screaming at her that we were trying!!!.
I have a doctors appointment later this week for travel immunisations so will ask the nurse about DHEA then. I have googled it but would not be sure how much to take.
I did think about going the counceling route but not too sure if i can bring myself to do it at the moment. i am still trying to come to terms with the fact that it may never happen and it is my fault (ish).
if you want to rant again please feel free.