Posted: 20/06/2012 at 16:55
Its been such a long time since i came onto what once was the only thing that kept me going! I wouldnt be sat holding my beautiful Poppy-Isabelle if it wasnt for the ladies on this sight being the light at the end of my very dark lonely tunnel!
After 2 mc & a mmc and desperately wanting to give my daughter Holly a sibling i never thought the heatache would go away...... the wonderful friends on this site kept me going every month when the witch would turn up, helped pick me up when i was so low and about to give up and were always on hand for a chat and to share beautiful kind words and advice!
I was about to give up when the unexpected Happened 2 blue lines....AGAIN!! Fearing history would repeat i told only the ladies on this site and kept it from all my friends, family & fiance hiding horrendous sickness until at 13ish weeks i had a scan where i held my breath until i saw a wriggling bubba and flickering heartbeat.....it wasnt until 36 weeks i believed it was happeneing!
Never give up hope your lost angels will always be in your heart and feed you the courage to carry on!
Lots of love Hayley x