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Thanks FAYE and Flower

I feeling really possitive about it all atm.
My mum was REALLY against the product as she takes the same for her diabetes.. but she had a HUGE reaction... she said to take half a tablet and work into it...so i ignored her and took a whole tablet as doc directed (work up to 3) and nothing... so i have come to the conclusion my mother must be allergic to something in the medication...

my little girl is helping us pack atm... taking things out of the box...but she trying to help lol!!
bought her shoes yesterday and she just soooooo cute walking round in them.

I think for the next 6 months i be very busy which is good to help distract me. my mum believe i fall pregnant when i lose more weight..which i believe to be true... but i cant believe i put 25kg on within 6 months while i was on the implanon!! has anyone else had that experience. since i have had it out over last 4 months i put on 1kg... so definately down to the implanon my conclusion :P

oh, so yeah...i was trying to keep my partner and i TTC a secret from my family but PCOS had me spilling the beans... i didnt want to share that sort of information with my mum or sis..but i am unsure how i feel bout my mum knowing...i think that because they know i wont be conceiveing anytime soon they are ok with it... and over the last month i guess i have accepted it too. i was soooo obsessed with having another baby i think i drove my partner nuts... he changed is mind and wanted to wait longer... him knowing i have PCOS has taken the strain of it off him...

guess it just my body telling me it time to take care of ME

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Hey ladies

How have you all been this last fortnight.
It been a horrible wait but ....
now it is 100% confirmed I have PCOS!!
I have finally started on Metformin.
The doctor was hesitant in me starting it, as if i fell preg he didnt want me on it.
but test results have shown that i STILL havent ovulated in over 10 weeks!!
So i told him i would really like to start metformin if it will help me ovulate, cause for me to get pregnant i need to ovulate first. So today i took my first tablet!!

he also gave me a referal to a fetility clinic.
so i gave them a call after they faxed it threw,
The woman asked if i was a smaller or bigger size woman (bigger) she said that i NEED to have a BMI under 35 or they will just send me away and tell me to lose weight. oh and that i have a waiting period of 18 months before i could be seen!! I know unbelievable. She told me to use this time wisely and shed as much weight as i can before being seen...guess i should do something bout that :?

on another note i am moving in 2 weeks then it my daughters birthday then 3 weeks later our wedding and we will be still trying to get a house in the meantime... sooooo busy busy busy. i wanted to wait till we have found and moved into a place b4 joining a gym as i dont want to join somewhere and then find a place far far a way from it.

but i so happy to be finally diagnosed and starting medication
fingers crossed i be blessed with a healthy baby in the near future

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Thanks FAYE

I got a few more days until they redo blood test and ultrasound a couple days later. so i know more soon

i shall keep you posted when i know more

Oh My!! Has my xmas come early??

Hey ladies

I have just gotten back from the doctor. was there for a good hour!

Well blood results came back and the doc explained that my LH levels and FSH levels are the same as women who are post menapausal....

he said my LH are extremely high, but FSH are minimal...
So he says my brain is telling my body to make more LH but ovaries are not responding, he said It not that i not ovulating, I am not Cylcing at ALL!!!

So more test to be done in 2 weeks (26th sept) to see if anything has changed and he has given me a prescription just incase he isnt back by then.

And he has restricted alot of foods, so look like i have to change my diet
Ultrasound appointment is on the 28th sept so a long wait yet...

I feel broken.
I hope i can be fixed soon.

I am going to try be good... and not stress to much until next test and untra sounds been done...

I let slip to my mum what going on... i had not told her that i had implanon removed, as she doesnt want me having any more kids any time soon. So when i said i wasnt cycling, she said isnt that what the implanon suppose to do, and i am like yeah.... she was like then what the problem....ummmmm i have had it removed, "when" she ask...4 months ago.... yeah she wasnt happy!!

so onwards we go, have to tell partner when he comes home for lunch break.

thank you for being there with me ladies

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Thanks everyone.

I was researching PCOS last night.
I was in such a down state and I have been trying to shake it.
The only friend I know that has PCOS has been trying to have a baby for nearly 10years. She did fall pg once but miscarried...

However if i do, I am going to get treatment immediately... i want another baby...my friend believes in if it meant to be it will happen...and she has no babies....

As much as i love my LO, i want and will endeavour to do what i can for another one...

my partner i think is a bit releived that i havent fallen preg. he is stressed about his work as we are moving in 4 weeks and our wedding is in 8weeks. I was stressed bout it last month but that seems sooo minor compared to this... is it a woman thing to just want to carry a baby within them?

All i can think about is holding another little baby in my arms and my lo beeing a big sister.... time is flying by soooo fast.

FC for 2moro.

thanks again ladies

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omg, thank you sooo much pudding!!
That there still maybe hope for me actually has me crying!!

I want another baby sooo much.

And thankyou Rosapenny... i hope things turn around too.

I will keep you guys posted on what happens on friday and again if/when i have an ultrasound.

I am so scared and sooo hofeful at the same time.

Baby names - just for fun

Jasmine
Simone
Rhianna/Brianna
Charlotte
Evelyn

there are many names I suppose... most names that come to mind start with A to go after Paige.

You could just call her Paige...she doesnt need to have a middle name.

Afriends Daughter is just Abigail... lol like that name too

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Well I went to the doc today as blood test came back...
and just like the test I did in the morning...
Negative.
It was a heart wrenching blow as I was over the moon about my positive yesterday.

Doctor is asking for them to have a count on the HCG levels as it only came back saying negative and not telling us if they were elivated or not...

but the worst thing is the doctor thinks I have PCOS
which explains the lack of period and all the BFN
could also mean no more kids for me.

I praying sooo hard that it not true!!
I feel sick to my stomache that Danika maybe my one and only

So Friday I have another appointment and he said he shall refer me to have an Ultrasound done.

That is the 2nd false positive I had

Thanks for your well wishes ladies,
I just wish it was a more positive outcome

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well it just after midnight and i going to try hold out for another 6 hours. this would be so much easier if i could sleep
:roll:

Baby names - just for fun

Hey sianuk I made kydus up years ago. i checked on net and it has no meaning or origin.
and bsmummy i think amelia would go well. paige amelia..?

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