Posted: Yesterday at 23:54
well im off for another scan tomorrow now instead of the 18th december due to passing 3 large blood clots and iv been bleeding since monday.
it started of very pale pink but today has got worse and iv even had to wear a thick pad, i feel so ashamed and i feel iv let my partner down yet again!
the midwife i spoke to told me not to get my hopes up that it sounds like another m/c.
i keep looking at my scan pic from last week and thinking why me! 2 m/c in 6 months this is killing me.
i just wanted this time to be different and to give my partner and son another member of the family, i know m partner is upset as well and worried but i feel like its my fault, his done his job yet its my body f**king it up!
i feel like i want to run away and hide from the world, i must be some real bad person or sh*t mother for this to happen to me twice, but i also know iv got to stay strong for my son and my partner.......
its a crule world and mother nature is really taking it out on the good people here!!!