Posted: 24/09/2010 at 16:31
I need some support and know that this is the forum to get it from
I haven't been on here since March when I had my 3rd mc and was hoping to be back with good news - we weren't going to start trying again until we got back from a busy touring holiday in the States at the end of August but 2 days after we got back I unexpectedly found that I was pregnant - we were thrilled!
But for the last few hours I have had bleeding and period pains and am pretty sure that I am losing this little one at 7 weeks.
Am I just being greedy wanting another baby when I already have 3 healthy wonderful children?
I just can't stop wanting a 4th child and also don't want my last pregnancy to be a mc as I will always wonder about the baby if it had survived.
We are fortunate to get pregnant easily (well up until now but I will be 40 in 2 weeks) but I just want to have one more successful pregnancy.
I feel really miserable at the moment knowing that we will have to start from the beginning again,