My hell continues - Page 15 - TTC/pregnancy after bereavement

XXXsohappyXXX Platinum member

04/12/2011 at 16:24

Not good, my relationship has ended. I found some stuff out about him which meant it had to end. Yet again i'm not in a good place but I know in time i'll be ok cos the worst things have already happened to me....

The build up to Christmas never helps but it might be bearable as I know my family will be there for me.

Thank you girls for everything but i'll probably not be on here for a while.

Take care everyone and look after yourselves xxx

laujai

12/12/2011 at 19:46

Hello my lovely,

I havent been on here for ages although you are never far from my thoughts Natasha. Ive been thinking about you alot just recently so wanted to see how you were doing.

Lots of love

Laura xxxxx

Bingo1202

20/12/2011 at 17:02

You are so much stronger than i could ever hope to be. Wishing you a bearable Christmas xxx

Rosapenny

28/12/2011 at 10:41

Natasha, I was thinking about you today just wanted to come on and see how things were. Much love to you xxx

XXXsohappyXXX Platinum member

29/12/2011 at 16:18

Hi Everyone,

Thank you for your kind messages. Bingo honestly there's no choice, I never thought i'd be able to breathe yet alone do anything else and at times its all still so so stiffling....I visited my boys on Christmas Day and went again today with my mum. Not a second goes by when I don't think about them, I hope they think about me and watch over me.

My relationship might be back on track but its all so complicated..

Wishing all of my friends a Happy New Year, I really hope 2012 treats us all kindly. Love you all xxx

-moonbean- Platinum member

02/01/2012 at 11:25

was rhinking of you today so thought i'd pop on and see how you are, i still think of you often and will always hold a place in my heaart for thomas. i wish you a new ueara filled with good prospects, love and laughter as it is the least you deserve, if you ever decide to get on fb let me know xxx love u xx

XXXsohappyXXX Platinum member

24/01/2012 at 15:11

Hi Moonbean,

Thank you. I know you think of my Thomas often as your little one has the same birthday xxx Thank you for your kind wishes, the same back to you. Shame we don't live closer or we could've arranged to meet at some point. Thank you for always keeping in touch, you're so lovely xxx

bronzetopchick Platinum member

05/02/2012 at 17:04

Hi Natasha

Been thinking about you lots as always. How are you lovely?

I hope this year brings you the happiness you deserve lovely lady. Us marchies always think about you.

Hope you are taking care of yourself. How's work?

Love and best wishes Emma xx

XXXsohappyXXX Platinum member

07/02/2012 at 14:34

Hi Emma,

Nice to hear from you. I hope everything is well with you and your family. Its my Birthday tmoro, it'll never be the same but I'm still breathing so thats ok. I'm hoping that I do have a better year and am trying to stay positive, it wavers sometimes but i'm trying.

Work is very stressful, not sure if it helps or not really, when i'm there it goes quickly, i work pt now - reduced from ft beginning of Jan but I still have 5 days worth of work to fit into 3 and we have no staff hence the stress. I feel as though everyone at work forgets that i've been to hell and back and still visit there often! I don't cope with the stress very well so am weighing up my options atm.

Anyway, you take care and thanks for staying in touch xxx

bronzetopchick Platinum member

16/02/2012 at 16:36

Hi Natasha

We are all well thank you. Honestly Hun there is not a day that goes by that I don't think of you, Thomas or andy. You are one amazing strong woman Hun. Time is flying by. How is your relationship going? I really hope that all your hopes and dreams come true in 2012. You really deserve it.

Work sounds awful Hun. Have you looked into any other options. Work is awful at the moment as they are making ten people redundant and everyone is wondering whether it is them what will be will be hey.

I will always stay in touch Hun you will always hold a special place in my heart.
Keep smiling sweetheart I know your boys will be so proud of you. You are one in a million xxx

Laa-Laa

25/02/2012 at 17:10

Hi Natasha,
I just wanted to pop on and say hello, I have been thinking of you loads lately and feel so bad that October was the last time I came and left a message for you. Really hope that 2012 is treating you well.

I hope that reading through your recent posts that you have come to some decisions with work, but sounds like going part time was a good choice for you. The problem with people particularly work collegues is that they carry on with their lives and forget that sometimes we all need that extra bit of care and thought, you in particular my lovely.

I think of you and your boys so often, as all us marchies shared so much together back in 2009/10. Unbelievable that we are now in 2012, only seems like yesterday when we were all over here on BE chatting daily.

I know that this is a very difficult time of year that is approaching, which is why I felt it so important to come on and let you know that I always think of you, Thomas and Andy, and you have found a place deep within my heart.

I hope that you have managed to find a comfortable place with your relationship and all is going well, but as you say it's complicated.

Anyway my lovely, much love n hugs to you as always,
Leigh-Anne x

-moonbean- Platinum member

01/03/2012 at 17:45

Hello my lovely Natasha,

I just wanted to let you know I am thinking about you and can only imagine what tomorrow will be like for you, I hope that Thomas has a lovely 2nd birthday with his daddy and the angels and I will be thinking of him tomorrow, I'll get Reece to blow out a wee candle for him on his cake. Love you always and if you've managed to get on facebook email me and I'll request you. I always think of you and your family in heaven I too wish we lived closer just, if anything, so i could give you a hug xx

Laa-Laa

02/03/2012 at 02:58

Natasha,

Just popped on again to say I'm thinking of you today as its Thmomas' birthday. I cant imagine how hard today must be, but I am sure that Andy is looking after him along with the angels.

All the March Mummy's are thinking of you and Thomas today.

Extra special love n hugs for you my lovely.

Leigh-Anne xxxx

XXXsohappyXXX Platinum member

07/03/2012 at 14:23

Thank you my lovelies xxx I'll be in touch soon xxx As always I hope all of you are ok xxx

summer_76

16/07/2012 at 14:43

its 3 years today that would have been my 2 little stars 3rd Birthday - so as always we went to their garden and laid three flowers - one of course for thomas. I may not come on here much but you are often in my thoughts x

XXXsohappyXXX Platinum member

17/07/2012 at 19:59

Hi Summer,

I don't come here much either but wanted to say a massive thank you for being so lovely and kind to me as always. I hope that you are as ok as you can be, we have a lot to live with all of the time. Please take good care of yourself. Thanks to all of my friends here for caring, the feeling is mutual. Love you all xxx

Rosapenny

01/11/2012 at 22:08

Just thinking of you Natasha and I hope you are doing well xxxx

summer_76

04/02/2013 at 21:03

Dont come on here much but just popped on to see how you are and that i think of you lots. I know its appraoching a tricky time of year so just wanted to sendsome love and strength to you (even though i think you are the most amazing strongest person in the world!) x x x

-moonbean- Platinum member

01/03/2013 at 10:47

Hi mrs, just wanted to come on and say that I'm thinking about you and wish your gorgeous wee man a happy 3rd birthday for tomorrow, I will never forget him or you, he will always be in my heart, I hope life is more bearable and that you are finding the happiness that you deserve, love as always xx

SKXX

01/05/2013 at 22:25

Hi Natasha. Just dropping by to say hello and that I thought of you tonight.

You probably don't come on here anymore.

I hope your well

Mrs Hall xxx

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