wow speccles congratulations . Praying you will have a happy healthy pregnancy I would be terrified too but keep that gut feeling and hold on to positive thoughts . See yyour future with yoru little baby and don't have any doubts. can't imagine how you are feeling though but keep us posted .

apple . i am ok just trying to distract myself still.But how are you feeling ? x

All fine thanks Apple. Next Midwife app on 6th June. excited to only have 17 weeks left!

thanks ladies - am quietly optimistic - what else can i be. 

with all three mcs i had spotting around the time of my af which in the first one went away until 8 weeks and with the 2 early mcs didn't. 

this time i've had no bleeding whatsoever so can only hope that this is going to follow the pattern of my son who was a textbook pregnancy. i'm spurred on by the odd way of nausea and backache.  and tiredness.  but none of these are extreme and i am getting some cramping but again i've read a lot about people having this so am just hoping its everyting settling in and stretching.

gonna risk a cb digital a bit later in the week so hope that brings me some reassurance in terms of number of weeks.

apple hows tricks with you ?

hello just thought I'd pop in say hello!  a big congratulations to you Speccles Ive eberything crossed for you - just go with your positivity xxx

Apple don't give up it will def be your turn soon!

Abihylands - wow you've not long left now, hope you're feeling well1

Everyone else lots of luck and sticky baby dust xxxxx

Im 29 weeks now so if it can happen for me it can happen for you all xxxx

Congratulations to Speccles and the other BFPs this month!  Please don't give up Apple, you are keeping us all going.  I'm out for this month I'm afraid. 

Speccles I am so sorry this has happened again. Huge hugs and loads of love xxx

ooh speecles i am so so sorry. i can't imagine how you must be feeling. This is so awful to hear, so unfair .  devasted for you. lots of hugs and love your way. really sorry.

so so sorry speecles i dont know what to say but sorry lots of love.xxx

Hello all

OMG Speccles - I am so so devasted for you and I can imagine how you are feeling having been there myself. I hope you are being looked after and healthwise you are ok. Take time to grieve this little one and let me know how you are keeping - you can pm if you like. Please don't give up just yet although you must be heart broken - you still have time and perhaps once things have settled you may feel different. Sending you a huge hug and will always be an ear for you to vent at or a shoulder to cry on.

Smileycat - sorry you are out this month....fingers crossed for next month for you. 

Poppy and Vixv - lovely to hear from you both and hope you are both taking it easy.

AFM, about 9 dpo after a very late ov but don't feel like I am in luck this month, so reckon AF will be here by mid week latest. Feeling a bit down; best mate told me today she is pregnant (think she had been struggling to tell me - guess it must be hard knowing my story) and my other friend has just had little one early...so although I am thrilled  for them both, I couldn't help it and I had a little cry after hearing the news. How selfish is that. Think I need another turtle moment to hide in my shell..... 

Apple x

Mummy2anangel - huge congats have a happy and healthy 9 months

Speccles I am so sorry you are going throughthis. I hope the doctors can offer you some support and help to make your next bean a sticky one. big hugs

Apple - sorry your feeling low. Its not at all selfish to have a little cry. Hope you  feel better soon, you can do this x x x

Apple have a turtle moment if you need to (I've just spent a while hiding in my shell!) but please don't feel that you are being selfish by having a cry. You are obviously happy for your friends, but it's also OK to acknowledge your own feelings, in fact it would be unhealthy not to. Your friends seem to understand a bit of what you're going through, and I'm sure even if they saw you crying they wouldn't think you were being selfish either.

I'm feeling much better now, physically and emotionally. That 3rd miscarriage was definitely the hardest so far (not that any were easy...), but I'm back in the game now. Think I may even have ovulated this week (not using the CBFM as still 1st cycle after m/c) so we dtd the few times to make sure we're at least inthe game!! People who know what have happened say I should take some time out but that's not what we want to do, so I just nod and smile and say 'uh-huh' then we get busy in the bedroom 

Got the appointment through for hte recurrent miscarriage clinic too, 3rd August, so nothing like the 6 months they told me it would be! Pleased about that.

Hope your OK as can be Speccles xx

Evening ladies

How is everyone keeping? It seems the sunshine is fading and the weather wil be turning. Hope we have all stocked up on the vitamin d front though.

Ok so I don't think there is anyone else left to test this month - I did one today and got a BFP at 11 dpo so AF must be on its way soon. Am getting impatient and wish it would just turn up so I can move on - and the FF pregnancy indicator is driving me nuts as the score keeps going up and up and I just feel like yelling - the test is a bfn so lets just scrap the score!!!

Anyhow - speccles are you alright honey? Ping me a pm if you want to chat.

Trracy - have sent you an email - lovely to see you stop by for us.

Gemgems, thanks for the string - will have to read when I have a quiet moment alone so I can blub.

So anyone for a ttc June club then?

Apple x