Mummy2angel2 welcome to the forum. Sorry for your loss, I hope you get another BFP soon.

Speccles - did you get the FR? your symptoms are sounding very positive, got fingers crossed for you!!

Jay and proudmummy - hopefully this is your bfps coming.

mrsdaisy sounds like you have a good approach

as for me, I'm feeling a bit down but I know now that this is the bit of miscarriage that I find the hardest, once the bleeding and pain has started to subside and the immediacy of the situation has passed, hormones still in turmoil and having to adjust to no longer being pregnant. It seems to be the bit that gets me down the most. Yesterday I couldn't stop crying which felt a bit pathetic but it just kept coming, so I got told to go home and take the rest of the week off to rest up a bit. So I'm sat on the sofa cuddling my big fat stripy cat who really does give awesome snuggles Hoping to feel like facing the world again soon. 

hope everyone else is well, and hoping to see some BFPs here very soon xxx

Hi ladies, 

Im having a bit of a sad day today. I feel like im in 'no mans land' My period is not due until the 24th of May, I know thats just over a week away but Im so impatient. Since i had my mc my body signals are all wrong. we tried to concieve straight after the bleeding stopped from our mc, I got myself believing i could be pregnant, I had period pain for a week which disappeared with no bleeding, I must have spent a fortune on pregnancy tests, when one showed up with a faint line i got so excited and this kept me obsessed with testing. Then 6 weeks after my mc i had my first period. I got it all wrong. Although i felt pleased i was still ovulating and i know this is blessing as my sister has polycistic ovaries.

Now its my 1st month of trying and Im so tired, and having muggy headaches through the day. I want to read into these symptoms but i wont allow myself too. I know its going to break my heart if i get BFN. 

How do you ladies cope? I know cope may be the wrong word to use. 

I listen so such sad music which helps me cope with my mc, I was looking out the window crying begging god to give me another baby. 

oooh im so sorry for going on, I guess as i said before im just so impatient. 

Hoping we all get the BFP  that Im so impatient to get lol. 

Karen xx

well af is finaly her felt like for ever have told oh to rest up as once af has gon he wont know whats hit him lol

mummy2anangel2  and kittlelitten sorry your not feeling too good lifes so crule at times i think we all know how you feel on here hope you get that bfp soon.xxx

kitten litten I am sending you hugs . can only try to imagine how you are feeling . i am still not right after my loss in december. there is not a  day I don't think bout babies though some days a lot more than others. It is cruel world. All my friends seem to have no problem and it really gets to me that I 'm only one , that I I know of, who is having hard time. IYou just take as much time as you need to mourn. I am seeing a breivement councellor as had lot of rejection in my life and other child traumas . It has helped me a lot and she helped me grief as I think i kept telling myself it's silly to talk the way she was but in my heart I did think like that. i wrote a letter to my unborn baby and she made me read it out I never had a moment when you can't say a word it tok my about five minutes to read out 'you daddy and I ' cried reading every word but she was right it helped a lot.

Hope you find a way of griefing and working through the pain. It's so hard as not sure how many you talk to but if you had someone alive pass on everyone would know that you have suffered. yet we have to suffer in silence and most of time put on brave face and in my case pretend we're not that bothered we haven't got family yet.

really feel for you and mummyto angel it is such a hard time but you will get through it and it will make you a much better person ( i do believe that ) and you will have so much more love to give your child and be truly grateful and realise what a blessing it is to have baby. Will have to look back on this comment when I 'm awake at 3am with crying baby

big hugs really hope by end of year thinsg are very different for all of you still waiting xxx

Hi ladies, 

Well from my previous post you can imagine how impatient i was becoming. 

I bought test through ebay knowing it would stop me going to the shops and spending more money on more tests. so i waited. They arrived this morning. I had to do one. 

It was a first responce test which came back with a very faint positive which left me doubting the results but felt hopeful that it was not a strong negative. I called from friend who advised me to try a clearblue digitial and to my absolute surprise it came back 1-2 weeks pregnant. Im so happy but so scared. i want to hold this baby so much. I really hope its a stickie one. 

Much love and luck to all the ladies waiting on BFP. 

Karen XX

wow !! Congratulations . that sounds amazing I'm sure it is right clearblue are very accurate. I hope you have a very sticky bean and a healthy happy pregnancy.

i am on month 6 after miscarriage (month 19 of wanting a baby )  and really crossing my fingers it happens soon. even though i am not thinking about it it's just impossible not to . But applying to be child minder as well as selling home is keeping me busy and booking holiday . Hopefully it will not be on my mind as much. people keep saying don't think about it ..relax . But obviosuly my friends who got pregnant quickly were thinking about it , otherwise theyw ould have taking protection !!

My main hugs go to those who are suffering still really hope time passes quickly and you get news you so want soon. To those who are expecting are keeping well , those who are waiting are staying positive.

take care all xx

WOOP WOOP ladies.........

Congrats to Speccles (most deserved BFP of the month) and also to Mummy2anangel2. Am so so pleased for you both and wish you all the luck and good health in the world for the next 8 months ahead. Don't be strangers though and stop by letting us know how you are. Speccles, honey, I am so pleased for you and DH.

Hello abihylands - how are you? Not long now, bet you are excited!

Kittle litten - how are you keeping? Are you ok?

Jay / Mrsdaisy =are you both ok?

Think I must be the last long stayer left on the board now. Two and half years on and four mcs later am wondering whether to call it a day given my advanced years and be happy with what I do have in my life. Heh ho....need to find someone to take over the thread.....any volunteers?

Apple xxx

Sorry ladies - cannot update the front page as the site keeps crashing - come on BE techie people get it fixed, you can't edit the thread......

Apple dont give up I am sure your bfp is just around the corner! xx

Aww thanks Vixv for your support. How are you keeping? Any update?

Apple x

Jay - sorry the witch got you. Hoe you are both stocking up on energy for this next month. Hugs.

Apple X