thank you devon mummy feeling much better tonight. amazing what running with bit of frustration and tears can do for you. ran over miles with the dog. Think she was more tired than me . We adpoted dog from my friend back in march and it does help she is distraction. Guess we all get bad days. trying hardest to stay postive but though of not being pregnant by xmas !! be two years since wanted baby soon and I did want two by 35 not much hope for that/ trying not to put age on it , as know it's not important . just feel I am going to lose so many friends as theya ll are having babies and I can't join their club. Do feel hard with pregnant friends at moment. Got wedding soon with two friends who are expecting , wasn't going to drink but might have too. 

I hope your cycles get sorted out not sure what's going on with mine , I thought they were getting better and I haven't noticed any cm this month well maybe bit . I get confused over which is good one ??? Also have no idea when I ovulate , not sure if I should buy kit or whether that will stress me to much .

Glad I m not only one finding facebook hard. Guess for all I know my mummy friends could enevy my freedom. Though hard to imagine their family life looks so perfect. But I 'm trying to focuc on what I have got , rather than what's missing. One day i hope this will all be far away rom all of us and we'll all have happy ending to our storires . But I won't forget what's it's like and I 'll never ever ask a couple when they plan to have kids ever !!!

good luck and fingers crossed for some news soon . Thanks for support x

Right sorry felt totally slefish yesterday. feel free to delete that post . just read and made some notes so I can catch up . Hope haven't missed anyone .

Firstly apple how are you ? Hope no more problems with site. really keeping fingers crossed for you.

VixV - 26 weeks !! That's so great . So glad all going well for you.

tashelby- Wow a little  girl  to complete your family that is fantastic news . Really pleased for you

Lounmark - Big comgrats on yoru bfp. Hope you have a happy healthy 8 months

Nicki 31 - really great to hear all going well for you.

Kwn_32 _ wow 36 weeks!! so you could , excuse expression , pop at anytime !? That is so exciting. Brilliant news

jay79 - huge congrats on bfp . So well deserved!! realy great to hear succuss stories .

and soph welcome . Hope you are ok .

Hope everyone is doing well and doesn't have to many bad days. We had amazing holiday and think may book another one if don't get news soon. Though should be saing for when hubby loses job. Just feel holiday is only time when I think about it the least.

healthy wishesd and baby dust to allxx

Hello!  Congratualtions to the latest bfp's.

Apple how are you doing.  Im still praying for your bfp!  Hope you are well xxx I still check on here every now and then and can't wait for the day I see your bfp announcement and it WILL happen one day xxxxxxx

good luck to all you ladies hope to see lots of summer bfp's soon xxxx

Im 36 weeks now and still can't beleive its happening and it will happen for you ladies xxx

Hi girls. Blimey have been reading all of your posts for ages trying to catch up on all of your news.Lovely to see some fab BFPs! Sorry to see that some of you are feeling down, it will happen for you I am proof at 31 weeks pregnant! xxxxxxxxxxx

Hi apple

Sorry haven't been on here for ages.  after last mc (no 4 in 18 months) i just felt i couldn't take it anymore and we've stopped trying.  had my follow up hospital appt on monday though and after a month of not thinking about it too much and enjoying the break its all got dredged up again.  they tested me for thyroid problems.  if thats positive then i get thyroxin to take in negative they going to try me with progesterone.  not really a very conclusive solution but at least now have an option - so we need to think about when to try again or if we do ......

hows tricks with you lovely lady?

morning ladies!

hey mrsDaisy, sorry your finding facebook hard, ive recently had it all rubbed in my face also. All my mates where pregnant up untill a few weeks ago when they all started delivering. i only have 2 more friends pregnant one is 18 weeks one is 22 weeks i think....then another bomb shell yesterday!!! MY STEP MUM IS PREGNANT oh joy! she dosnt even look after the 2 sons she had with my dad and now shes having a baby with a man half her age...god she disgusts me (im also very green with envy ofcourse if you can tell) lol soo not fair

Started to feel better yesterday and actually stopped crying then i hear that!.....i didnt sleep very well! oh well lol hope everyones doing good congratx to all BFP's xxxx

I know what you mean, im not even pregnant yet and im already scared ill lose my next one...ill be knicker cheaking constantly for 12 weeks!

Dunno what id do if i lost another..probably have a mental breakdown

Question to anyone whos been pregnant before

Anyone have nose bleeds or bloody nose when you blow???

xxx

supersquish I had nose bleeds when i was pregnant with dd. Its something to do with the blood being pumped faster round the body x Im also scared of losing another baby if I am lucky to fall pregnant again. I know I will be terrified until I get past the two scans x

Hoping nosebleeds is a good thing then

its a roungh ride isnt it, feel like imwishing my life away! then ill be wishing half my pregnancy away so i dont have to worry lol

Id rather suffer the most awful morning sickness for 9 months and have a baby at the end of it. xx

See our difficult journeys dont end at trying to concive- its a whole other ball game when pregnant! baah well hope its a quick 6 weeks for you mrsdaisey

very true supersquish and thank you lots