Ooh Tracy - thats fabulous news! I was thinking about you today as I sat in the hospital for my appt. How lovely that you are team pink......get picking those names honey!

Devon mummy - sorry AF got you, but at least you know your body has righted itself and you can gear up for the next month. Big hugs to you and enjoy a little glass of wine to cheer yourself up.

Proud mummy - go on test! I can't wait to hear your news tomorrow! Thinking of you x

Levi pink - thanks for stopping by and good luck, don't be a stranger though and let sus know how you go.

Gemgems - wow, you will be busy! Are you moving far?

Welome Soph - hope you are ok. Why don't you tell us a little about yourself?

Speccles - where are you sweetie? Are you alright? Been thinking about you.

AFM - cd19 and no proper sign of ov. Well - had lots of cm a couple of days ago and got excited thinking this was it, but my temps are going nowhere, ho hum. I could have cried today - at my hospital appt, the doctor asked me how I was feeling having read my notes......I really wished I could have told her how I truly feel, but I am sure they aren't that interested. Where do yoou even begin?

Anyhow, the best bit of news today is Tashelby's team pink - so will end on that happy note. Well done Tracey and bumpette!

Baby dust to all 

apple x

Hello ladies

sorry not been on in a while.

Tashelby that's lovely news!! 

Proudmummy- a very quiet congratulations! Wonderful

Devon_mummy, sorrry AF got you. I get like that with the pains first AF after mc as well, it's almost as if not everything comes away as usually get a very heavy period as well. Has yours been like that?

Soph - welcome!

Gemgems lovely to hear that you will most likely have a nice new house! Agreed moving is stressful, but it is so nice to have more space. We moved about 4 months ago as well, and loving it

Apple, sorry you couldn't tell them how you really felt. That sucks. What was your apopointment for, was it fertility related? Big (((hugs)))

AFM, I'm on about 5 dpo I think, got a very early peak on the CBFM on day 10 and 11, which is unusual for me. We didn't manage to dtd till day 12 so doubt anything will happen this month. Ah well.

love and sticky baby dust to everyone xxxx

I'm the same just got my bfp, I tested 4 days early as I felt pregnant.

Had 2 mmcs in the past one in 2008 & the other December last year. Worried but excited.

Good luck to everyone else ttc. xxx

Evening ladies

Have decided to step away form the england game as I can't watch it its too stressful!

WHOOP WHOOP - Wonderful news for Proud mummy and lounmark - many congrats ladies wishing you both well for the months ahead and make sure you both take care of yourselves.

Gemgems - sorry the witch got you, have a nice glass of vino and some choccie to cheer yourself up. Hope the house situation becomes a little clearer for you - it is so very stressful, you have my sympathies. Perhaps you could pack some stuff you don't use that often and at least that way you feel like you are semi getting there?

Kittlelitten - hellloooooo. Lovely to hear from you. You never know re the timing of BD, fingers crossed for you. When do you think you might test? Thanks for the hugs - no it wasn't a fertility appt, but it was to see the blood doctors who are also involved in my care, a I have a blood condition. I think the doc was trying to be sympathetic but if I had started to talk, I think I would have just blubbed.

AFM - on CD 5ish I think today, will probably test next weekend if no AF by then although don't feel that positive. Went to see a friend this afternoon whose baby is about 4 weeks old - he was so sweet although after my hug with him I wanted to cry. Every single one of my friends is now either pregnant or has just had babies and its just me that is left.  I hope I can be honourary aunt / mum to them all.....

Speccles - are you alright honey?

Keep well ladies and let me know if there are other testing dates.

Apple xxx

Yay yay yay - BE has fixed the techie problem so have updated the front page thread with this month's graduates! and sorry I forgot to ask - how are our grads feeling?

Apple x

Proudmummy and lounmark - huge congratulations! Absolutely delighted for you  

Gemgems sorry that your house move is in question. The chain system sucks. It's slightly easier here living in Scotland as the chain system isn't a problem, still can be hard to buy a house though. Hope things get sorted out OK.

Apple know what you mean about hugging babies and wanting to cry. One of my oldest friends was round today with her 2 month old, I was cudldling her and OH and I were just sort of looking at her and looking at each other, going 'are we going to get lucky?'

AFM had sore boobs for a day or so and got all excited, but they're back to normal now so not thinking it's this month.

Hope everyone else is well xxx

Hello obsessivejames, did you test? Are you trying for your first baby?

Proudmummy how are things? Did you decide about an early scan?

The blimmin' witch got me. Very short cycle (22 days) but then CBFM gave peaks on days 10 and 11 so sounds about right. 

How is everyone else? xxx

so sorry ladies going to sound totally selfish re joining you again after month away , I will read and I am very interested in previosu posts.

But right now after only two cans of cider I think i am little tipsy and very annoyed at the world !! And I don't really drink anymore because I 'm trying to get 'pregnant' so that's probab;y why only two two cans. I am drinkin because I had yet another negative test today. managed to get over that until I go on facebook , which I stayed away from for 7 weeks because was so fed up of seeing pregnancy annoucements and baby talk between friends , to find a girl who termintaed her first pregnancy is pregnant and due by end of year after just getting married. Life just sucks !!!!

I stayed off here for while becuase I was trying to not think about it . I did manage for whilewe booked nice holiday to skiathos greece and that was lovely . very romantic and I tried to think of all the things we were doing which we couldn't have done with baby. lots of romantic meals out even balcony meal on windmill and good n baby dancing you know what just cause we wanted too , not because we should keep at it every two to three days . It really was bliss.

Though everytime I saw a woman with baby or man playing with kid I watched and thought how lovely it was. Now in the rainy realaity of britain and back on facebook I was really hoping to have positive test but no such luck . Though no aunt flow yet and it's been 32 days . They have been 30 - 31 recently.

I just don't know how not to think about it anymore . I am fed up of feeling like this . I know I am not alone and that helps to have support but just sometimes don't you feel like cursing the world and wondering why I want baby so badly . What is so great about baby to make me feel this bad ?

just luck really not great at moment husband just got told his work closing down next year and I am still to find perm teaching job . Sorry for being selfish but i hate the world today !!!!

Hope you have not had to many days like this . With each tear I know I am not alone and I am trying to reason that it's just not my time and my time will come but god dam it !!! It's not fair !!!!

Though guess just as well we don't have baby with husband losing job. Though I know loads women around don't work and still have gorgeous healthy babies .

hope you all ok . be back on tomorrow to catch up with news . Hope you have had some good ones xxxxx