glad I'm not alone there Devon mummy. Got girl like that on my facebook too. just kep telling myself that most women don't go through what we do so have no idea what a blessing it is. So hard though !! I often want to slap women who get pregnant so quickly too !!

think im out this month thought i ovulated last week but had some more ewcm yesterday so think ive missed ovulation. feeling pritty down about that! yesterday was down as ovulation day, but last week i had the cramping for 3 days and was sure i was going to OV early....waste of another month,guess ill have to wait for AF to show.

thinking of temping but not quite sure how that works.....

also gunna get some opks i think

im so sick of having only 24 hours in 4 weeks to concive ARRRrrghhhh!

It's so hard isn't it supersquich? Spent most of my life trying not to get pregnant who knew how hard it can be ? prob didn't even need the stupid pill!! I haven't noticed much cm this month and I 'm just waiting for mother nature to rear her ugly head now. Took a test on day 30 and it was a negative . Currently on day 37 and still no sign, it's just waiting game. mad how small a window there is . yet all these women who say 'ooh I got pregnant first month, didn't even try' .Like trying is bad thing , wish people would be real !! seriously that many of you on the first month? Come on !!!grrrrr!!

Feels good to have rant everynow and then

seriously, when we decided to try for a baby i was sooo excited. its something ive always wanted to do instead of falling pregnant by accident. seemed like a beautiful thing to do.

but neeeeever new it would be so long and frustrating, i just wanna be pregnant NOW! haha

dont understand how people fall pegnant by forgetting to take one pill! it baffels me

you have any children mrs daisey? where trying for our first xxx

no no children here I came off pill end of sept 2010 , nearly two years of wanting to start family though I know that's not lomg compared to others . But majority of friends have since had babies of fallen pregnant. So hard everytime I hear I  m happy for them but I think 'why not me ?'when i did fall pregnant in oct 2011 Iwas so excited but I had missed miscarriage and baby died at 9 weeks. I didn't know until ther was no heart beat at 12 week scan , devasted isn't the word.

My little brothers pregnancy news was hardest and I don't feel excited at all about his baby think the miscarriage messed my head up a little but I'm trying to understand and see it from his pov . It's his first and he's excited as hopefully i will be again. Though reckon I'll be to scared to celebrate.

On day 39 and still no period. I can't help wonder what If I teted to early  but in way I'm scared to test again.

How long has it been since you have wanted baby supersquish ? I don't get accidents either!! baffles me too!! Hope you get bfp soon. Hope we all do

baby dust x

Can I join you please? We had a MC four weeks ago and today I just seem to be so angry with everything. I am sure that this is so normal, but I am really angry at everything. I agree with what you said about people accidentally getting pregnant! Grrr....I am hoping my rage will calm down for tomorrow.

Maybe some chocolate and pizza will help.

Thanks...rant over.

hi claire, of course you can join! MC is awful, always think it wont happen to you but then it does. i was soo devestated and shocked but i promise it will get better, but you will never forget you angel baby!

Had something exciting happen to me this morning..woke up with a bloody nose!! it happened before my bfp last time..really hoping this is it. fc!! xx

ive been broody for a while but started trying 6 months ago xx

i just got bfp!! can't believe it !! I must have tested to early. Now feel bad for all that moaning I did . But also it's so early I 'm really scared !! But also excited . This ttc is such a rollar coaster for us !!

I had been broody for while before I came off pill too. I didn't take decision to start trying lightly and thought about it a lot. Hope you get yoru bfp soon and really hope this is a sticky bean for us and all the women on here who 've recentyl had bfp's xx

congratz mrs daisey! glad to hear some good news! hopefully i will get a bfp. did a test todat but forgot about it and theres a VERY faint line, but discarded it as it was after 10 mins and dunno if u get evaps with a tesco test...will be patient and wait a few more days, its waaay too early i think, but sure i ovulated early will keep you posted xx

i caved...did another one to day, got same thing but within 10 mins....its soo faint i have to squint, but its definatly there...just dont trust it...had to take test apart to see the line better. tempted to go get a better one haha what am i like

Think we are all the same hun, I'm still worried I got it wrong.

How many days late are you ? I really have never had even a faint line when get negative. maybe a didgital test be godo but I know they cost so much. I haven't taken digital one yet husband saying just leave it for doctors test and you'll find out how many weeks at a scan. But nice that digital comes up pregnant or not pregnant. Even though we all hate the latter! They are only £7 in tesco at minute.

Good luck x

they do a pack of 2 for a tenner in boots! done another today and it got a faint line on with a diffrent brand..so gunna do another i a few days and pray!!! lol got bad backace today and pains in tummy, i could put money on it im that sure! will keep you posted chick. you should do another with the 'pregnant' words on, i did one last time and its awesome to see. i never got a strong positive last time so think it didnt stick properly. so i wont be satisfied till i get a test as strong as the control line hehe xxx

period isnt due for a week, but i know now that ive ovulated early. so period should be earlt think im 8 or 9dpo x

Thanks for the tip super squish i did the other tesco test this morning and got a darker line two positives can't be wrong. Crossing all my fingers and toes for healthy baby this time.

Sounds really good though , hope you do get that strong line you want.

Thank you gemgems13 how are you ?

also sorry claire. I was so excited i feel bad I didn't ask how you were? Think I have replied to you in another thread though. I think find it hard to remember which threads I've put comments in. Big hugs to you x

aww I totally get that although I have no idea how you are feeling I understand. I was and stilll am in limbo. You think it'll all be ok when you get that positive but now im re training my brain to not think negative, I also have to tell myself not to worry that I don't have teaching job yet. i am still struggling supply teacher . we are trying to sell our flat and my hubby's work is closing next year. But even though to others this this is not best time for baby money wise i don't care . I am tryingt o belive i am being led. We are nwo thinking of renting are home out and maybe then renting house for while and hopefully my hubby will get new job he loves, as he has been re training. And I have been doing child minder course. So I am trying to belive this all happens for a reasona nd makes us who we are suppose to be. I was devasted when lost baby but if I hadn't I wouldn't have seen a counsellor and discussed some old child hood traumas .

Hope you feel better soon. It is so hard such a rollar coaster. I probably sound nutty but I belive in positve affiramtions and thoughts now . just want to get rid of all doubt from my mind.

It is so stressful not knowing when it will happen. I was trying to think of how good thinsg were with just me and hubby. was already planning holiday to new york for october. Not sure that will go ahead now but i don't care . I just kept trying to be grateful for what I already had. It is so hard though.

No one understands when haven't experinced the long wanting or loss of baby. really hope yo feel better soon . big hugs

symptons of just feeling tired during day , getting up early to go to loo, dry mouth, need to drink more , bit of nasusea everynwo and then usually when I am hungry. But no throwing up. i didn't last time , which worried me but my friend who is nearly 12 weeks hasn't thrown up once and she has heard a very healthy heart beat. My mum also swears she never threw up on any of us and I am one of 4 , so I guess it may not happen and if it doesn't I should be thankful .