Well it looks like I'm on to month 2 now. Woke up this morning with awful cramps (ouch :cry

and its over. I can't believe I was so niave to think that it could happen first month.
I really did feel like such a failure though this morning....we BD at all the right times, I ate healthily all month, took my vitamins, hardly had any bloody drinks all month and had a stressful time hiding this fact on nights out. I just wonder what went wrong, and it seems that this weekend all I hear about and see on tv are people who get pregnant on one night stands by accident. How do they do it so easily?!
I just wish AF would have had the grace to come last night so that I could have had the WINE i have been staying off all month,
Anyway, I'll stop feeling sorry for myself now and just thank my lucky stars I'm healthy (just saw the thread on Jade Goody, must go and read it now, how sad).
On the plus side, I have never felt so welcomed into a forum as this one. it is such a nice place to be and without any ridiculous bitchiness and trolls that you see on other ones. I look forward to spending the next month with you ladies.
Now to prepare for the best Christmas present ever!!!!!
[Modified by: Posy on 22 March 2009 09:13:57 ]