Oh My!! Has my xmas come early?? - Trying for a baby

MamaLuvz

13/09/2011 at 10:40

Hi All,

I must admit it has been a while since I have been on here.But my head is a mess atm.

Basically it all started with a 2WW in JULY!!, and an AF that never showed up but on CD40 with only Big Fat Nothings I gave up on the idea of being pregnant.
Then on the 11ths of September (CD53) I had a bit of spotting then nothing. Come CD54, I had enough and booked an appointment with a doctor, who saw me that afternoon.
He gave me a piece of paper to have my hormones and thyroids checked.

so the next day with my little piece of paper I went back to be stabbed and jabbed for an hr and half, ( once in arm, 3 times in hand and finally once in each wrist) I definately felt like a little pin cushion!
But before leaving I asked if I could take home a pregnancy test...which the guilt ridden nurse happily oblidged.

I know I should of waited till morning but I couldnt...
and on CD 55 I finally have a faint second line!!!
Could it be??
Has any one else ever been this late and gotten a BFP?
Was my spotting on the 11th implantation bleeding.
If I am UTD this will be my second baby (^.^)
I dont want to read to much into it but i bought another test to try again in the morning...
or do you think i should wait a couple days??

Just had to share!!

_mummy2grace_ Platinum member

13/09/2011 at 10:53

oh hun sounds very promising!! I would do another test tomorrow chick!!

Good luck xxx

MamaLuvz

13/09/2011 at 12:18

well it just after midnight and i going to try hold out for another 6 hours. this would be so much easier if i could sleep
:roll:

MrsB_2008

13/09/2011 at 12:30

Ohh fingers crossed MamaLuvz x

MummyLintern2Be Platinum member

13/09/2011 at 12:53

oo fingers crossed cant wait for an update xx

Rosapenny

13/09/2011 at 14:25

Oh MamaLuvz I am keeping everything crossed for you!!!

missymoosmum Platinum member

13/09/2011 at 15:01

oooooo sounds very promising, good luck. i would have to test in the morning. hope you are sound asleep now xx

bumblbee

13/09/2011 at 17:10

let us know soon!!x

VixV

14/09/2011 at 00:27

Any news? Keeping my fingers crossed for you! x

Vix

xxx

MamaLuvz

14/09/2011 at 00:48

Well I went to the doc today as blood test came back...
and just like the test I did in the morning...
Negative.
It was a heart wrenching blow as I was over the moon about my positive yesterday.

Doctor is asking for them to have a count on the HCG levels as it only came back saying negative and not telling us if they were elivated or not...

but the worst thing is the doctor thinks I have PCOS
which explains the lack of period and all the BFN
could also mean no more kids for me.

I praying sooo hard that it not true!!
I feel sick to my stomache that Danika maybe my one and only

So Friday I have another appointment and he said he shall refer me to have an Ultrasound done.

That is the 2nd false positive I had

Thanks for your well wishes ladies,
I just wish it was a more positive outcome

Rosapenny

14/09/2011 at 01:34

Oh mamaLuvz I'm so sorry, still keeping everything crossed that this all turns out well for you xxx

pudding77

14/09/2011 at 01:43

Hi,

I had a 72 day cycle that started in May, lots of BFN and then a faint line on a pg test and 48hours later another faint line on a test but then the next morning BFN. A couple if weeks later I got my AF. Spoke to the dr who said it could possibly be PCOS or could simply be I was ovulating when I did the test, both of which can cause false positives or that I had an early miscarriage. I went away, tried not worry and after another long cycle, i've just found out I'm 7 weeks pg!!!

I know it's horrible when you cycles are messed up but you can still get pg so lots of BD all the time as you don't know when your going to ovulate and you don't want to miss it. Xxxx

Due 20 May 2012

MamaLuvz

14/09/2011 at 04:45

omg, thank you sooo much pudding!!
That there still maybe hope for me actually has me crying!!

I want another baby sooo much.

And thankyou Rosapenny... i hope things turn around too.

I will keep you guys posted on what happens on friday and again if/when i have an ultrasound.

I am so scared and sooo hofeful at the same time.

Sian

14/09/2011 at 04:52

Sorry to hear this mamaluvz

Don't lose hope if it is PCOS - my SIL had this and after treatment she now has 2 little ones xx

_mummy2grace_ Platinum member

14/09/2011 at 05:05

Mamaluvz ((((hugs)))) if it is PCOS and your docs are on top of it there is looooooads they can do to help (also loads of natural herbs like AC that you can try) Lots of people have this and have babies (look you've already had one so it goes to show) xxx

missymoosmum Platinum member

14/09/2011 at 05:08

so sorry to read this.

as above it you do have PCOS there is still hope. My friend has this too. She was on treatment for it and conceived her dd first month. Now 5 yrs later she is 17wks with her 2nd. She had only 3 af's in two years and was getting set to go see her gp when she fell. So good things can happen.

For now i hope you can take comfort it your lo, and hold on to the hope that there is still a chance.

xxx

Gen82UK

14/09/2011 at 06:27

Hi mamaluvz, Sorry to hear you got a bfn was really expecting a different outcome for you.

As many have said even if you do have pcos, and it's only an if at the moment until the scan, there is lots they can do to help. I have a few friends with pcos who have gone on to have healthy babies so please don't lose hope.

Good luck anyway. Xxx

MamaLuvz

14/09/2011 at 23:03

Thanks everyone.

I was researching PCOS last night.
I was in such a down state and I have been trying to shake it.
The only friend I know that has PCOS has been trying to have a baby for nearly 10years. She did fall pg once but miscarried...

However if i do, I am going to get treatment immediately... i want another baby...my friend believes in if it meant to be it will happen...and she has no babies....

As much as i love my LO, i want and will endeavour to do what i can for another one...

my partner i think is a bit releived that i havent fallen preg. he is stressed about his work as we are moving in 4 weeks and our wedding is in 8weeks. I was stressed bout it last month but that seems sooo minor compared to this... is it a woman thing to just want to carry a baby within them?

All i can think about is holding another little baby in my arms and my lo beeing a big sister.... time is flying by soooo fast.

FC for 2moro.

thanks again ladies

jay79

15/09/2011 at 03:15

Sorry to here your news hope things work out for you. Xxx

MrsB_2008

15/09/2011 at 06:55

MamaLuvz don't give up hope hun, concentrate on your wedding and have a wonderful day. I'm sure there will be lots of help out there and I've read of alot of people on this site who has PCOS and has had a baby - good luck x