Dummymummy - I hadnt had anything because ive moved 3 times in the last 2 years so i just put it down to the stress of that.. Plus we had 6months in the middle where he was in afgan...
Grudie - Me too, I never thought it would be me!! Hope you're not too far behind me

Littlewolf - Thank you for the warning, at least I know if its bfn i'm still in the running.
ClaudiaT - Thankyou v.much for your story of hope

Thankyou ladies you're all so lovely
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