Not only do I have ridiculously long and irregular cycles but I am now spotting mid cycle. NOT IMPRESSED. It's been 5 days now of a bit of blood every now and then. Nothing major but still enough to scare the life out of me when I go the the loo and see unexpected red blood. Take me right back to when I mc'd.
Went to gp's today as was getting worried in case something is really wrong but she said cos I am cd 41 (and still no ov!) that it's prob just my screwy cycles and to speak to gynae about it when I see him on 22nd.

Urgh, so sick of my body being a total mess.

oh hun i read your email at work and i was worrying about you today. sorry to hear doctor wasn't any good. in a way though, i know you don't want to be bleeding but seeing as you are, at least it is more evidence for the 22nd.... and you had it last cycle didn't you? really hope you get help on 22nd.

will email later. big hugs xxxxxxxxx

Thanks hun. Yeah, I know, it's more ammo for my appt.
gp said today that she really thinks they will give me clomid - I pointed out that last time I saw her she said she really didn't think they would! Stupid woman. I think she was just desperate to get rid of me to be honest!! Even she doesn't have a clue what is going on in my body as test are all clear and I think I make her feel useless when I go and see her as she has no answers
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Humph. Soooo hope this gynae on 22nd is nice. Got the letter through this morning and it's a man... not sure whether that is good or bad!

Didnt want to r&r so will just keep my fingers crossed your appt goes well when you have it. Make sure you stay strong and don't forget all the questions you're probably waiting to ask.

Good luck xx