4000 posts and still no bfp ;-( - Trying for a baby

no3bump

10/05/2009 at 12:33

there was a thread on here a while back asking how many posts you think you would hit before you got your bfp and i said 4000, i have now hit this and still no bfp for me!!!! im so tired of ttc and to be honest only i have got my gynae appointment on Wednesday to see whats up i think id give up altogehter! sorry, i know this post isnt about anything in particular but just wanted a cry. :cry:

[Modified by: ~Diane~ on 10 May 2009 17:34:43 ]

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LOOBYLOU81 Platinum member

10/05/2009 at 12:36

Aw diane you know you dont want to give up, it does get you down, especially as the months roll by, but hopefully the doctors can get to the bottom of it and sort you a bfp out very soon, iv heard they are kind like that hehe xx

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Rena78

10/05/2009 at 12:39

Oh Diane that is bloody unfair! All i can say is good luck at the gynae and don't give up hope honey it will happen you just have to try and keep positive! Sending you a big hug and a sack of baby dust!
Love Rena x x x

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no3bump

10/05/2009 at 12:40

thanks hun, i am just so tired of being on ttc [sorry ladies] thats not ment to sound bad but ive been on here for so long and still no bfp, im so green with envy every time i see someone get a bfp and even though im happy for them i wish it was me and then i feel guilty for feeling like this! im just having a huge feel sorry for myself day. x

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LOOBYLOU81 Platinum member

10/05/2009 at 12:46

We all get them sugar and we are allowed to wallow in self pitty sometimes, this ttc lark is not easy one little bit and when you then have to face the fact there are problems it bacomes a whole lot harder.
I know what you mean about the BFPs of course you are happy for others but then it leaves the question of "when will it be my turn" and feeling like you have been dealt a very unfair hand.
These things are sent to try us and that is what they do, we become better people for overcoming all the challenges life throws at us, unfortunately it hurts alot! But the pain doesnt last forever xx

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Rena78

10/05/2009 at 12:46

Don't feel bad for any of your feelings they are totally understandable! If it was me i would feel exactly the same - promise!
I think we are all allowed to have at least one day when we can feel truly pissed of with the whole ttc thing as long as the following day we find our pma and don't give up hope!
I find shouting at random people works for me, oh and destroying prize bushes also does the trick!!!!
Love rena x x

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grudie

10/05/2009 at 12:47

aw hun really sorry your feeling down,i no how you feel and im sure everyone understands no matter how long they have been trying

try keep your chin up hun,hopefully the doctors can help you very soon and get you your bfp xxxx

Love is like peeing your pants....everyone can see it but only you can feel the warmth TTC 4 LONG YEARS

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no3bump

10/05/2009 at 16:43

thanks guys, i have to say i even feel abit better this evening. i just wish my turn would hurry the hell up but i am even more worried incase i go to the gynae on Wednesday and he tells me i am fucked and there is nothing he can do for me. i know that is a small chance but also worried incase he starts me on clomid etc as then i know i have a problem. God i am being stupid!!! LOL x

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rockmama2855 Platinum member

10/05/2009 at 18:11

O honey how you are feeling is perfectly natural-i know that doesnt actually help or change things BUT you are allowed to feel that way.
We are all here for you (you can always texted me) it will be your turn soon and it wont be long before you have your head down the loo and the aches and pains! goodluck with your apptmnent and let me know how it goes.xxx

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