I know it's only a week on but I am an emotional wreck right now.

Just don't know how I can find a way forward, seem to be functioning mainly in auto pilot and putting on a brave face for others around me, but I lay awake most of the night as when i do sleep i have dreams of what happened. I can't tell oh as don't want to upset him more. he is being fantastic dispite his grieve. I have to force myself to eat so I don't worry people but all i want to do is curl up in a corner and cry

sorry for the moan just need to get it off me chest.

Cant imagine what you are going through, I am so so so sorry for your loss. Am sure no one expects you to be able to function at this point, dont feel like you have to try, the ability to function again will come at some point.

Thinking of you and your family, xxx

OMG!! I am so ssorry for your loss hun, I can't imagine what you must be goin through but don't worry about trying to funtion as at this present moment in time noboy will be expecting you to. Don't worry about not telling OH as he too will bee grieving but remember not to block each other out as right now you will both need each other.

I am thinking of you and your family during this very sad time. xx

Cant imagine what you are going through and I bet everyones saying you have to be strong for your husband and the other children but you have the right to be angry. You have the right to shout and scream and cry and tell the world that you loved that little boy and it isnt fair, it really isnt and although life will carry on he will always be there in your heart.

I see it like this If you take a hammer to a piece of wood and bang it in hard it makes a hole and if you remove that nail the hole will still be there. Yes you can fill it with another baby but the scar is still there and that is your memory. I think if you tell hubby he will totally understand and provide you with the support you need.

Can only wish you all the best and send you my thoughts and prayers

Hugs

Karen x

Please don't apologise for 'moaning' and please don't feel you have to be coping so soon after what happened. I can't begin to imagine how you and your oh are feeling but I'm sure it's going to take time before you can begin to function anywhere near normally. Please talk to your other half as I'm sure he's feeling the same and you need to support each other.

I'm so so sorry for your loss and will be thinking of you and your family x