hi im sorry you are gong through this. i went through a terrible time with my first pregnancy wtith my ex, i cried constantly!!! but my little girl who is now 3 is the happiest wee thing and youd never think i was so unhappy during my pregnancy.i do think that its meant to be bad for the baby if you are stressed and stuff but im not a midwife and can only go on my experiences. maybe f you are worried you should speak to a midwife, and it may even help just to talk things through. take care x