Hello brandnewwifey - am so sorry to hear how sad you have been. Don't worry about your age please, you do still have time at 32. You haven't said but have you had any checks done on your hromones in general through your cycle (thinking here about the spotting - could be low progesterone or just that your homrones are out of kilter)? Mc is such a lonely experience to go through but don't feel alone - there are others on the board here with sad stories who have gone on to have some wonderful stories of success.
Come and join us on ttc after miscarriage - its been quiet recently but hopefully a few people are around and we can pick up again, it is a good place normally for support.