Just need to get this out. I split up with phoebe's dad when I told him I was pregnant he didn't want to no and we didn't speak again till phoebe was 4 weeks old when he decided he wanted to be involved which I agreed to and he has had her every week and has been brilliant. We have been getting on really well and it started to get all flirty again so wednesday night we went to a wedding together and a fair bit to drink and you can kinda guess where it lead when he came back to mine. Well now I just feel really stupid for letting it happen thing is I never got over him and don't think I will for a long time. And this isn't going to help that we won't ever be together again cause he just can't be tied down which I accepted but now I'm hurt again. I dunno how I'm gonna face him when he comes to pick phoebe up I just hope this hasn't ruined everything I just feel such a fool and I'm so angry with myself!
No need to reply ladies just needed to tell someone how I felt as I can't face the I told you so's from my friends thanks x :cry:

Just want to send you a huge HUG honey. Dont be too hard on yourself chick, you obviously still have feelings for him and that is only natural but at least you are being realistic too. Try to be brave when you next see him and im sure it will alll be fine X X

Chin up hon, keep your head held high and pretend it never happened. The first visit will be awkward but it will get easier, and its great that you are putting your feelings aside for your LO's sake to have relationship with her dad x

Thanks ladies much appreciated was very hormonal yesterday the monthly returned and I let everything get on top of me but feeling much stronger and happier today he popped over yesterday and gave each other a hug cause we both knew it shouldn't of happened so hopefully we can just get back to being friends and showing phoebe we have a healthy relationship

Awwww huni big hugs.... I dont really know what else to say... love sucks sometimes!!! xxxx Hope ur ok x