How precious they all are..... - My baby was born in June 08

KTandKlan

13/09/2008 at 15:54

I am writing this post in floods of tears and a huge empty sick feeling.

Yesterday my Uncle (who was 48) died. It was a complete shock and my brother found him.
I then log on to read about one of our precious June babies is now an angel.
Mason is asleep in his cot and I have just been in and sat staring at him.
I havn't slept or eaten in the last 24 hours and know I won't sleep tonight.
I felt by writing this down it might help me feel a bit more with it.
How precious it all is.................x x x

amylou81

13/09/2008 at 16:45

So sorry to hear of your news too Katie - life really can be so cruel sometimes... but as you say it really does make you realise how precious our lo's are.

Amy
xxx

loubieloulou Platinum member

13/09/2008 at 17:30

its such a sad post to read, i havent even met girls on here but feel like i know some of you on here quite well and i was so shocked to read it i talk about posts on her 2 friends. hoe your coping. you must try and eat and sleep thou, easy said than done but try and take care of you lots of love xxxx

SukiBKaiFinn Platinum member

13/09/2008 at 18:44

Katie i am so sorry to hear your sad news. You are so right, we all have been given precious gifts. I look at Kai everyday as a little miracle after being told i may never have a baby.
Sending hugs to you and although it's easir said that done you must try to eat otherwise you will be too weak to start to deal with anything (listen to me, i sound like old fishwife!)
If you need to chat just message me on facebook

Take care
Sukina x

JunieMummy Platinum member

14/09/2008 at 03:34

im sorry for ur loss babe, my uncle has been diagnosed with terminal cancer it was in his liver and has now spread to his bones.

Life is very precious. xx

tamarabell Platinum member

14/09/2008 at 05:57

Hi Katie I am so sorry to hear about your uncle that must have been a hige shock for you. When something so sad happens as it has to your uncle and Sienna it does make us relise how precious everyone is and how blessed we are to have such healthy babies.
At the moment my sisters little boy is battling lukemia and he is only two years old seems that horrible things are affecting us all at the moment. Sending big hugs to you all. Tammi & Ashton xxx

KTandKlan

14/09/2008 at 07:45

Thankyou for your kind replies, will be logging off for a while as not good here. Thankyou for all your support and friendship.x x x

JunieMummy Platinum member

21/09/2008 at 02:31

Hi Katie hope ur feeling a little better than you was. When u feel up to it, we are all still here for you.

Take care xXxXxXx

KTandKlan

22/09/2008 at 16:51

Hi Elaine, Thankyou for your kind message. You girls on here have become my 2nd family!!
Things still not that great here but won't go on about it as there people going thru worse than me but I think that now I am a mum and have a son that I cherish soo soo much I have been affected really deeply by my uncles death. I even had a panic attack Saturday about it.

Hope you and your 3 boys are well?
I have decided to have another child and hope I have another boy which would bring our total up to 3.

Thanks again Elaine, really helps to know there are kind people like yourself out there to talk to.

x x x x x x x

JunieMummy Platinum member

22/09/2008 at 17:09

oh babe i wish i could give you a hug, it must be a difficult time for you.
Your not going on babe, dont feel you cant spk out coz of other peoples problems if you wanna talk about it we're always here. I feel like some of the girls on here are like family too!

My boys are great thanx. I think its great ur trying for another. Enjoy bding. Spk to you soon. Keep in touch XxXxX

KTandKlan

22/09/2008 at 17:18

Thanks hun, you are sooo sweet.
Good god no, def no baby dancing yet. Gonna wait til Mason at least a year old but I was certain I was only gonna have the 2 boys but with my family rapidly decreasing in size it made me 100% sure that I would like another child.
Glad your boys are well. Its going soo fast for me. Mason is on solids now (know it seems too early in some peeps opinions but he is a big boy, over 16lb now and was waking every 2 hours at night at 12 weeks old) He has baby rice for breakfast and a rusk for tea and is only on 4 bottles now, he used to be on 7-8 a day so I'm not forever making bloody bottles!!!
Have posted a few things on here now and have really missed you all so am glad to be back. Funeral on Friday so will have some closure.

Thanks again hun.x x x x x

JunieMummy Platinum member

23/09/2008 at 03:04

thats great . what is the age gap between ur boys?

I know what you mean about going so fast i cant believe it! It felt like yesterday we were all waiting for eachothers birth stories to be posted to see who'd had their baby and who was still waiting! I remember your birth story it was he positive one wasnt it? I remember reading it my OH saying that reminds me of Js birth!! I actually enjoyed it!! lol!! the other 2 werent like that tho! lol!

mason sounds like a right lil solid boy and i dont blame you for starting him on food early if he gets through that many bottles! wow!

I hope Friday gives you the closure you need. Take care (((hugs)))

Elaine and boys XxXxX

tamarabell Platinum member

23/09/2008 at 03:10

Hi Katie, nice to see you back on here, we all missed you!!! Hope you mason & sam are all ok and your oh! Tammi & ashton xxx

emmum21and1dif Platinum member

23/09/2008 at 18:59

Hi Katie, sorry to hear about your uncle, hope Friday goes ok.
Em x

KTandKlan

24/09/2008 at 16:19

Thankyou for your kind messages Tammi and Emma. Nice to see the June mummies back on here. Hope you are all well and LOs thriving.x x x

Tommysmum2 Platinum member

25/09/2008 at 04:53

Good to have you back hon and to see that blinding smile of Mason's!!!

I hope all goes well for you on Friday and that you dont disappear again - we are always here!!!

I highly recommend a 3rd (mine are all mummies boys)!! I am gutted I cant have a 4th but suppose will be best in the long run coz then I would probably want a 5th and so on lol!!

Sorry to hear you had a panic attack - I used to suffer and I know how horrible they are, hopefully with the support you have you wont have another!

Always here (or on Facebook!!!)

Love Lee
xxxxx

JunieMummy Platinum member

26/09/2008 at 01:48

Hi Katie - I know its ur uncles funeral today. I hope all goes as well as a funeral can and remember we are here for u after if u want. Take care xx

JunieMummy Platinum member

26/09/2008 at 13:32

hi babe, i hope the funeral went ok today, I'm here if u wanna talk xx

KTandKlan

28/09/2008 at 15:50

Hi Elaine, thanks for your messages. I feel sooo much better now.

Friday was truly amazing. It was such a wonderful day and a perfect send off for my uncle. Our town centre was at a stand still thanks to 2 biker friends of his blocking off the traffic and the convoy bought the dual carraigeway to a standstill. We all had to wear red and white or Arsenal shirts as he was a gooner thru and thru and when we pulled up in the cars outside the crem all you could see was a sea of red for miles. Seriously it was such an experience I know my uncle would have loved it sooo much. There was sooo much more I could add but it it dosn't seem right writing it all on here. I am still finding it hard at the moment but know the family will all stick together and in time the pain will ease.

Thanks to all of you for your kind words and messages, I know there are worse people than me going thru such terrible times so thankyou all for being so understanding.

Katie and Mason.x x x

JunieMummy Platinum member

29/09/2008 at 02:49

sounds great in a personal sense! Glad it went well. xx xx