Awww hun, you are not a bad mummy!!! Sounds like you had more than your hands full! Bren is a real cheeky monkey lately too and will run off without a thought, you have to have eyes in the back of your head! Hubby and I had a moment with him in the supermarket a few weeks ago where we both thought he was with the other one. Bren was pushing a little kiddy trolley that they have over here with a big tall flag on the top thankfully so we could see which aisle he was in but we found him helping himself to some pick and mix!!! A shop assistant was watching him laughing and said not to worry he had only managed to get one sweet out!!
So scary though when you think you have lost them.
Hope you are doing ok, it is hard work having a little baby and a toddler so not surprised you are feeling emotional. We're all here if you need a moan. Big hug coming your way, really glad Rhys is ok xxxx