The postman has just been and my mum has sent me some lovely marks and sparks thick pjs - bless her. After a really positive day yesterday we had a terrible night - i just cannot stop crying. I want them back so badly - i never thought that you could hurt so much - but apaprently you can!

God this is just horrendous. I keep looking at the photos and i can understand why number two went but number one was so big - its heartbeat was so strong - what makes them stop? Was it running for the train - eatting too much the night before b12 injection did i do too much at work - why why why

Really pleased you got those pj's but sorry to hear that you are so sad. You are going to be up and down at the moment. If you need to cry then do so.

As for why it happened - you cannot blame yourself. Nature can be very cruel but it certainly wasn't down to anything you did or didn't do. Perhaps you can speak with your GP and get some reassurance?

C.xx

i simply dont know what to say- i am now in floods of tears for you and for me - it is so unfair! why....why....why does this happen! my love and thoughts are with you at this moment -
love carolx x x

I am so sorry for you but please stop wondering why. I did it to myself too and it broke me. There is no reason other than your beautiful little cherubs were not ready for this world. My love to you.