Im so sorry to all of you on here who have lost your angels, im sat here in tears reading this, your all so strong, brave and just amazing! My heart goes out to you all.

We lost my nephew at 26 weeks, he lived for 7 days.. i will never forget his tiny coffin my sister was hysterical.

Hugs to you all xx

HI girls thank you for all your replys ...you have been a great help....your support has been wonderful....still waitng on my so called.....6week check...its like they dont care about me now im on my own...so im going to get in contact with my midwife tomorrow and see if she can find out whats going on with it all !!!
Fingers crossed i will get my bfp this month...dont wanna get to excited about it though as i dont wanna be let down at the end of the month....libranaster you put tears in eyes when you said that at the end...i want a little girl so much...if i dont get one i will be happy as long as the next baby is alive and healthy i will be the happiest mummy EVER!!
Mummy bear i wish you all the luck with taking them to court all the best to you and thank you for your help!! how early in your pregnancy did your waters go? xx

Kat, just wanted to say how sorry I am for your loss. I lost a baby at 9wks so feel some of your pain, although certainly didn't have to go through nearlt as much as you. But I conceived again a month later and my little boy is a healthy 21wks now. Take care and best wishes for you and your family, hope you get your bfp soon. S xx

Thank you so much... im sorry for your loss!!! i still find each day hard but im just learning to live with the pain now and we are trying to focus on the future!!!! fingers crossed for my bfp!!

Hey Katie...im really sorry to hear about your sisters loss...its the worst thing you can ever have to go through in your life!!! my little Daisy's coffin was tiny to and just like your sister i was also hysterical!!! i hope your sister is coping ok. kat xx

Hi Kat, i have only just read through again.
the funeral sounded so heart breaking for you all, much love.
You know you will never forget or replace your little princess Daisy-you are so strong honey.
Stay strong,xxxx

just thought i would leave a post on here to let you all no that my story is ture, im only saying this because of whats happened latley on this site it has really upset me and i didnt even speak to the girl!!!
i hope everyone is doin ok ....i still have my hard days and there still isnt a day that goes by when i dont think about my little princess...god i miss her so much!!!
we are still trying for another didnt get my feb bfp or my march bfp so will just keep trying,im going to go back to work to try and take my mind off things for a while and if it happens it happens!!!!
Thinking of you princess missing you loads xxx

awww honey u dont need to post to say that what u are saying is true dont let some very sick girl who has fooled some lovely ladies on here make u feel like were all going to be suspicious cos i certainly wont ...weary yes but suspicious of everyone no ...ure little daisy is watching over u and will forever be your gardian angel i cant imagine the heartache u are all going through i wish u all the very best for april and your bfp im sure ure angel will be helping u and will send u a bfp when the time is right ...all the best honey big hugs ((())))) xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Oh Kat, of all the posts you have written its the last one that made me cry, dont ever feel that we dont believe you, and keep talking about her as it keeps her alive, weve spoken in ttc and you are so strong.

the situation you are talking about has made me so cross.

love to you your oh, your angel on earth and your princess in heaven

xxDBxx

How are you going kat? Hope you get your bfp soon. I know its tough right now and don't feel because of one person you have to proclaim you are telling the truth, no one doubts you.

I had to have a curette on Sunday because I had a missed miscarriage it was only 8 weeks through and I was supposed to be 10 at the time of the scan. So thats my update on me, I think I will always have a difficult time concieving its such a biatch.

You had better get pumping and get a bfp I need some good news at the moment and I would be so thrilled for you.

Thanks girls it means alot to have your trust and friendship its just horrible when something like that happens when i read about it all i couldnt believe that some one would go that far its so so sad!!!
Sometimes i feel that all i go on about is Daisy and i think to my self god girl will you just shut up people dont wanna no about it all the bloody time!! but then other times i just think no i will say what i want when i want she was my baby i carried her for 8months and that bond you get with your baby through out your pregnancy is just crazy even though she never had a life outside of my belly in my eyes the best times she did have were spent very close to her mummy!!!!!! now she is an angel she will always be happy and will be with me in my heart forever!!!
as for ttc well it just seems like impossible god why is it sooooooooo hard i watched the sperm race the other day and how any one can get pregnant i dont no lol!!!!! oh well on to month 3 keep it going we must!!!
sorry to hear about your loss libranaster i hope your doin ok!!!!!! and yes life is such a big BITCH!!
kisses to you all xxx
love you lots Daisy xxx always thinking of you
kat xx

[Modified by: kat_1986 on March 27, 2009 05:44 PM]

Good to know I am not the only one who thinks life is a bitch lol. It might take a while to concieve after Daisy though I mean not only do you have the one in a kabillion chance of getting pregnant you also have the stress of her loss to deal with. I know its gonna take me a while to get pregnant again after a curette I swear it feels like the doctor shoved the whole cutlery draw up there I have been walking like an actor from those old cow boy movies for nearly a week now. So if you want someone to moan and swear about not getting pregnant with here I am.

Ok so its been 4 months now since we lost our baby girl and its only been this last month that i have actually come to terms with everything...like accepting everything that has gone on...i have felt like a different person its real strange.
I also want to thank my little girl Daisy in helping me get my BFP this month its still early days but i no my little princess will be helping me through this time!!!!
Im very scared but excited at the same time its going to be another xmas baby 27th of December....my god its strange how things work out but everything happens for a reason!!!!!!
I hope everyone is doing well!!!!!
Take care girls kat xx
Always thinking of you baby girl thank-you so much xx

Hay Kat... Yey a bfp! So happy for you... How are u feeling? Both physically and emotionally? Yey, you've put a smile on my face today which is good! LOL ( we had a meeting with the Dr, that was incharge of Darceys care, earlier today so been feeling a little down. Anyway I wish u all the luck in the world- I'm sure u won't need it though xxx keep me posted x

ok so its very nearly been a year and there still isnt a day that passes when i dont think about my little princess, what she would look like, what she would be doing what she would be wearing etc its so hard to sit and think that it all did really happen to me!!! Its just crazy how you remember every little tiny thing that happened on the day your baby became an angel including down to what you ate that day or should i say what the hospital gave you to eat and you never did!!!!! it all just feels like it was yesterday and how i wish i could turn back the time is still so so so raw!!!

Its been a tough year baby girl with out you here but we still think of you all the time, your little brother tommy thinks you are coming back some day he wants to give you one of his bottles now he is almost 4 he is a big boy and tells us he is a great brother!!!!!
I thank you baby girl for the gift you have given us i no you will take great care of your little sister and watch over her in all she does!!!
Miss you sweet angel Daisy xxx