havent a clue why - but feel down

I just REALLY want a baby - I want to hold my baby and care for my baby....:cry:

Just feel so down!!!

xxx

I wish there was something I could say - I know exactly how awful that heartache feels.

Life is so unfair - I don't understand why horrible things happen to nice people.

Let it all out and have a big cuddle with Mr Kittyboo.

B x

hey busby - you did make me smile with the mrkittyboo....I think I am gonna call him that now haha xxxx thanks hun xxxx

Aw honey I have those sort of crys all the time, you have to let it out otherwise it eats you up xxx really hope you are feeling better now and a bit more positive. WE WILL GET THERE!!!!! sending you some hugs and pma xx

Oh sweetheart, I hear you! it;s just rubbish when you have those days. I had a moment at work the other morning and i had a really tiny cry and my boss asked what was wrong. I said I had a cold!!?? She clearly thought I was barking!! Hope you're feeling a little better, don't beat yourself up about being sad from time to time xx

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It's perfectly normal to get down times and it's good to have a little cry from time to time to let it out.

But we will get there - as Gem always says to me, 2009 will be our year!! And we will appreciate it even more and our babies will be SO lucky and so loved!

Now...where's our little miss PMA? We want her back!!

Take care, love NN xxx

NN - Miss PMA is nearly back haha!! had a shite weekend and just was sooo moody - but I have a few xmas do's this week - so looking forward to those!!! xxxxx

Send some my way please! Have been struggling this weekend.

B x

Busby - bless ya!! its on its way to you xxx

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Scattering the above liberally over you all!!! I cant get on at weekends and i come back to find PMA missing! You should never give up hope, what we have all been through is one of the most heartcrushing things ever but we can get through it - even if we never get over it. Cry as much as you like becuase it will wash all your negativites away

Love and hugs for you all
K x

Thanks ladies - I just can't stop crying today.

B x

B - it is only natural to feel like this after what we have gone through. How long has it been for you? x

Only two weeks. I've been ok but now I feel like I'm falling apart.

B x

Its swings and roundabouts hunni. I dont think its something you can get over that fast and you really do have your up days and your downs. Sometimes i would just sit here and bawl for no reason whatsoever other than it had been ** days since i had lost my angel or even that i had just seen yet another baby advert on TV. I know people will throw this down your throat but you have to treat every day as just another step closer to the next time. One baby may have left your womb but they were just keeping it warm and making a safe place for the next one.

Love and hugs

Karen x

hey busby - no wonder you are so low hun - it is all still so fresh....(its 10 weeks and 3 days for me).

I promise you it does get easier hunny. You will fall down, just like i did last weekend, but you pick yourself up and carry on, or you try yr hardest.

i had about 2.5 weeks off work - and i truly think i needed more time off - i cried at my desk most days. If you want more time take it off hun..it will be better for you in the long run xxxxxx