Posted : Jul 06, 2008 3:46:14 PM
Subject : Heart Palpitations (sorry if spelt rong)
First of all i apologise if any of this is spelt rong i was out way to late last night and am nackered lol :L
Ended up in the hospital yesterday afternoon, felt like i had been getting heart palpitations (where my heart beats realy fast and then slows down and i couldnt catch my breath) for the past 3/4 days, i thought i was just aware more of my heart beat because abvesly its pumping more blood round my boddy and faster, but when i told my EX OH (my sons dad and baby bumps dad who has nothing more to do with us and doest want me or the two kids) he told me to phone up my labour ward quick fast because if its heart palpitations your heart can beat way to fast and stop, obvesly i got in an even worse state, any way phoned them up (triage nurse at the hospital) who told me to come is a.s.a.p to get checked over, managed to get my lttle brother to watch my 15month old and get EX OH to drive me in, he sat in car while i went in.
Got my pulse taken and blood presure (maybe the same thing but im too tired now lol) and the midwifes face dropped a bit and usualy they say yep thats good straight away, but she rushed away and came back with another midwife and the doctor, which then i got told my pulse was a bit irregular, listened to the baby heart beat that was great and fine, then got hooked up to an ECG machine, felt like an alien had loadsa wires everywhere on ma body lol, the doc says that the results for that came out fine, then got told that i was ok, and that i was having panic attacks, and to stay realy calm and dont get wound up or stressed, easy for them to say, they dont have a 15month old with skin problems and wont eat for the past 2 weeks, and a hell of alot going on in there private lifes, (EX bein a total pilik and all that jazz) also couldnt believe that my ex says he dont care and always having a go saying he dont love me or care about me anymore when he is the one who told me to phone up (his grandad who was like a dad o him past away last january when his heart stopped suddenly) this makes me even frustrated more, and makes my 'panic attacks' worse, but thought i better get it off my ches and maybe i can think of something else and calm my self down
soz bout the rant and longness lol
xxlisaxx