not getting married anytime soon oh is still married cause she wont sign the papers even though she is in a new relationship now im hoping he will as me as soon as they are cause im 27 now and woild like to get married at some point.

ive never understood why people hold back like that. if its over then its over you all might as well be able to get on with life.

well i think im unemployed. i told the new boss im not taking the job so im only working if my boss needs me back in next week. if not im looking for something new. i just decided it wasnt for me.

sorry you decided the job wasnt for you maybe you will find one with better hrs and more pay so you get to spend more time with chloe and new bub when you have one

me and oh had words about him still being married i know its not his fault she wont sign them just gets to me sometimes and makes me think maybe they dont want to end it right now

yeah i know. im feeling ok about it and much less stressed. i was so uptight about having to work for the new people. it be weird not going to work on monday and i suppose i will need to start job hunting.

im sure your oh wants to get married. sounds to me that she is holding onto something that has ended. dont understand why she doesnt just let you both get on with your lives.xx

sorry i aint replyed earlier lots going on this last wk hows the job hunting going bet your enjoying your extra time with chloe

hiya. still in the old job at the mo. takeover dont happen till thur and even when it does my boss has asked me to come in and help with stoockchecking and stuff. one of the place we deal with at work phoned me the other night they want me to go in and talk to them about a job sand its only across the road from me so that would be great if it worked out.x

how's you?

thats good news about the job near you. seren has been driving me crazy started potty training again cause she is telling me she needs to pee and stuff more now and does do it when she tells me but is still not happy about the potty thinks my leg and lap is better i can only manage half a pee on the potty and dont know what else to do have you had any luck with chloe

hiya. i got that job. i start a week on tues which im looking forward to. weve been on and off with the potty training. she been pretty unwell again recently. these bloody teeth have a lot to answer for. im working fulltime this week so going to start again next week with her.

i was out on sat night at my sil to be's hen night. i didnt even drink much but im still so tired this morning.xx

hi im going to leave the potty training again she just wont go anywhere near it right now im off away for the weekend we bought our own caravan monday so trying it out before the winter kicks in im off down on my own with seren today as oh has to work and his lo is in school so they will be down fri about 9pm cant wait to see the look on her face cause she dont know yet hope all goes well in your new job next wk

hiya. im sorry its taken so long to reply. cant get on at work now and the new job has be shattered. it good though day passes really quick coz there always something to do. how's the caravan it'll be great to have one of your own now. how's seren doing. chloe is driving me daft. most of the time she is refusing to eat and i can see the weight coming off her. ive been putting off going to the clinic till i could get her to gain some weight but i think im going to have to take to get checked out.