hi cloclo yep have found a couple that i really like, one which im going to read but it makes me cry so will have to keep reading it to harden me to it. Its called my baby boy and me and it sums up just how i feel. here it is
Its 3am and theyre asleep
and no-ones here to see
as we rock slowly back and forth
my baby boy and me
his little head is feather light
tucked up against my skin
i hold his tiny hand in mine
and stroke his baby skin
the house about us creaks and groans
the clock hads creep around
he snuggles closer to me still
and makes his baby sounds
I love these quiet hours so much
and cherish every one
store memories up inside my heart
for lonely nights to come
all too soon he'll be grown up
his need for mummy gone
but untill then i have some time
for kisses and a song
time for quiet hours like this
with him cuddled in my arms
where i wish that he would always stay
protected safe from harm
and yet i know the day will come
when his tiny little hand
will be much bigger than my own
he'll grow to be a man
but untill then he's mine to love
with no-one here to see
as we rock slowly back and forth
my baby boy and me.
I love it now im starting to fill up again x
