OMG I'm sooo fed up now. Why won't my body do what's it's supposed and if it's not going to at least don't play tricks on me. I think I could cope with all this so much better if my cycles were regular. I was really hopeful when after m/c and AF arrived about a week later that the accupuncture had really sorted me out - I was convinced I'd ovulated 3 weeks later (5 wk cycle) then had what I thought were symptoms but after being three days late BFN... So on Weds I'll be two weeks late... I haven't tested again as I really don't feel pregnant. I'm still have EWCM and can't work that one out... and accupuncture lady things that I've probably ovulated and AF will be here in a week (well that was last thurs and no feeling of AF coming on).
It's just really getting on top of me. I can handle the fact that it's taking me while (month 11), and I think I would handle MC slightly better if I could get on with trying but I feel completely stuck in limbo and as if I can't do anything which is what makes me feel like a bit of a failure if I'm honest. ;-(
Sorry for the moan, but I can feel myself starting to stress and if anyone were to really probe under the surface I think they'd see how I'm really holding on to my sanity by my finger tips.
No need to reply just thought it would probably help me to put down how I feel rather than having it going round and round my head.
