I'm glad you are feeling a bit more upbeat about it. It may actually do Bryn some good having to be a daddys boy for a while, and he can always 'help' to look after you. Is Dave still working loads or is he about to help more?

I really hope this op leaves you feelng 110% better than you have been. You have been having such a rough time of it. Keep thinking the positive thoughts! xx

Thanks Liz. Dave is still up and out of the house by 4:30am and not home til after 6pm - money is really tight so he's trying to get as much overtime as possible - I know he feels guilty that when I'm in pain he can't be here but at least he's trying to be home more at the weekend - he's still out for a vast majority of it but at least he's trying!! lol I hope the op works for me too - it can't be worse than this!

Hope all is well with you and your gorgeous boys xx

6th Jan seems a good date...fresh start for you at the start of the year, after Xmas etc and you'll be feeling better for when the warmer weather arrives.
Try not to worry bout Bryn, he'll fit in and you'll soon be having full on boy hugs again. Get some good books and do as you're told after the op then you'll heal quicker. x