hi, im so emotional atm, and dont really know y......my eldest is starting school in sept and im going to miss her sooo much (i have tears in my eyes writing this) its all the silly little things that worry me- bullying, the security, her being away from me every day which im not used to, well everything really. im not sure how im going to cope, i had trouble bonding with her when she was younger and ive only realised this thru having another baby- i thought the way i was feeling bk then was normal as i didnt know any different, and now we have this great bond she is going of to school and not goin to need me as much, become more independent etc etc....
and on top of that.... she starts school on the 7th and my youngest is turning 1 on the 9th, so im coming to terms with that at the same time, i cant believe how quickly the time has gone, i would love more chidren so im not sure where this is coming from really and dont really know how to handle it! sorry pointless post really but jus needed to write it down.
thanx for reading. xxx

i am sorry about how you feel yes your daughter may not need you as much about we have children to watch them grow into adults, she will always be your little girl x hope that makes you feel better, x judi