phil i think your taking this too far now,airing your dirty laundry on a web site said ex felt at ease with and somewhere away from you,it is not the way to go about it,leave her in peace to get her head together and then she will find if she has made the right decision
as i said earlier i think you should respect said ex and her decision,you may not like it but your going to have to live with it,your partly to blame in all this.maybe not all to blame but your not helping yourself here!!
its not enough just to say you love someone words are easy to say,you have to show you love them and respect said ex.........let it lie