Hi girls, it's with a heavy heart that I'm back with you.

Had heavy bleeding since Wednesday evening and passed alot of clots on Thursday. Baby with heartbeat was present last Monday but my scan today has revealed that I've had a miscarriage. I'm devastated. This is my fourth loss. I suspected that I had but I just feel so low. Obviously this is the million dollor question but why is this keep happening? I've asked to see the Consultant again. The tests came back okay after my last mmc but there's got to be something they can suggest. I'm wondering whether I'm not producing enough hormones becuase I've never felt especially sickly with any of the pregnancies. I'm going to ask them about that anyway.

Going to try again as soon as possible - decided I'm not going to wait until I've had a period because that's done me no good in the past.

I'm going to take the rest of the week off work becuase I couldn't stand having to deal with arsehole clients and have some time to come to terms with this and my mother's death recently.

Hopeng we all get our much wanted BFPs in the coming months and that each and every one of them is the stickiest ever, x

Oh hunny I don't know what to say but just want to give you a massive ((hug)) your post has made me cry and feel like I just want to be with you and give you a big cuddle!!!

Def def def speak to a consultant and see what they say and hopefully they can have some answers for you.

Do whats right by you and if thats TTC straight away then do it, as you say waiting the one cycle hasn't helped.........

Yep take rest of week off and just have some you time for you - oh hun am just so sorry, what an awful time for you at the moment. xxx

Oh Lynnbo...my heart really does go out to you. Made me cry too. I cant imagine losing four wee beans...one was bad enough for me. Massive ((hugs)) for you.

I agree def push this with your consultant and ask for more tests, at least that way you'll at least feel like you're getting somewhere to some answers.

Treat yourself well this week, lots of choccie and snuggly pj's. I agree ttc again if thats right for you - I did as well, made me feel a bit more proactive. Really hope you get some answers or big extra sticky bean soon!!! xx

Sending you lots & lots of hugs hun, def ask for more tests hun you shouldnt need to push for them after all you've been through xxxxx

Im so sorry to read this, saw your post over the weekend and had my fingers crossed for you. I agree definitely ask for more tests. Take is easy and I really hope you get a sticky BFP soon xx

I'm really sorry hun. Hopefully next time will have a happy ending for all of us. I'm keeping my fingers crossed xxx

i hear you loud and clear as its a question ive been asking myself too. maybe clomid or a hprogesterone suppositories could be our answer as i can get preg but its the first time that a preg doesnt stick and says to me maybe hormonal imbalance is whats up. dont give up and get your answers and im sooo sooory its been such a rough journey.im thinkin of you and hope you get there soon.xxxxx

I'm so sorry for your losses lynnbo, I can't begin to imagine what you are going through, I'm finding it hard to cope having just lost one bean.

Sending you lots of hugs

xxx

Hi Lynnbo
I'm so sorry to hear your news, to go through it four times must be so hard, I really hope you get some answers - can understand not wanting to wait for AF, sending you lots of warm wishes and a very, very sticky BFP soon
Daisyx

Oh my goodness Lynn, I'm so sorry that you have miscarried again. You must be just devestated.

Have you seen Clarie1234's post about Hughes Symdrome? It might be worth taking a look and speaking to your dr about?

I can totally understand you not wanting to wait for AF and to be honest I didn't wait either - I honestly think that if your body is ready to get pg then it will.

I'd definately ask to see the specialists again - surely there must be a reason?

So sorry again,

Kristen xx

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Thank you all for your messages of support, x

Im so sorry your going through this all again,
i dont think it ever gets easier. Dont give up hope hun. It will happen for you, Your babies are just not ready to join you yet, when they do it will be extra special, This is what i try and keep with me on a bad day,
Sending big hugs
Love Koala X X

I'm sooo sorry to read this Lynn I don't know what else to say that the other ladies haven't already added. So sad after everything you have been through lately. Thinking of you at this time xx

i'm so sorry to hear that. i can't really say anything else but my heart goes out to you and i am hoping and praying that you time will come, and come soon. xxx

Oh Lynnbo, Im so sorry to read this. I don't know what to say - what can you say? Its just so unfair. My heart goes out to you. Sending you a big (((((hug)))))) xxxx

There is nothing i can say to take away your pain but have a huge hug on me! I'm so very sorry. xxxxxx

I am so sorry you have to go through this again xx hope you get another sticky one soon and in the meantime I hope your oh is looking after you xx

I am so sorry you have to go through this again xx hope you get another sticky one soon and in the meantime I hope your oh is looking after you xx

So sorry for your loss, you poor thing. Take care of yourself. Thinking of you xxxx

I'm so sorry to hear about your mcs, it must be an incredibly difficult time for you at the moment. Sending you lots of hugs, xxx

Im really sad to hear your news, so sorry for what you are going through, it just seems so unfair, sending love and wishes your way, Love Luc xxx