I don't know what is wrong with me, I have felt rubbish for the last couple of weeks. I am meant to be doing WW but that is going backwards now, i just have no energy or life in me. last time i felt like this was when my underactive thyroid was diagnosed last year. i've got myself a docs appointment for thursday cos i think my meds may need adjusting.

i've also got this stupid twitching in one of my eyes and that is doing my head in.

i've also just started doing avon as well as my regular job and have quite a big area and lots of work to do to prepare etc. and i'm also doing overtime at work as well cos we need the money!!

I am permantly knackered despite enjoying 8-9hrs of sleep a night.

unfortaunetly chloe is bearing the brunt of it cos i just have no patience but she is sensing it and therefore attacking me which then makes my mood worse....

things with hubby aren't great either and I just feel like booking a last mintue something and taking myself off somewhere on my own - but i don't have the energy or the body to do it!!!

sorry no replies need just needed to write it down, hopefully just my thyroid and with a blood test and adjustment of my meds i will be ok but just feel soooooooo poo at the mo!

Lara xx

o darling i am sorry you are feeling so crap, i really do not have any advice sorry but wanted to send u a big hug.xxx

Sorry you are feeling so down. Don't really know what to suggest other than send hugs xx

no wonder your feeling like that hun,your doing way too much,you got a full time job as a mum,your also working and you are doing avon as well,you may need some alone time,can you ask someone just to take your LO for a few hours and just do what you want! hope you get it sorted soon

sarah

thanks for the replies.

sarah, i wish i could but i don't really have anyone who can, my mum lives too far away and has chloe on a monday when i am at work anyway, my friend's lo is going through a clingy phase and two of them would be too much for her at the mo, MIL works full time and is having a relationship with someone at weekends (complicated story!!). Hubby has her while i am work doing overtime on saturday mornings so he couldn't handle anymore time!!

so that's all my potential help gone!!

i want to take chloe swimming this afternoon but just can't muster the energy for all the faff!!

Lara xx