Hi ladies,

Im really sorry cause all I seem to be doing lately is moan but I really just need to get how im feeling off my chest. (Wasnt sure were to post so also in ttc)

I've lost all enthusiasm for ttc this month, no cbfm no opk's the only reason I think i may have ov'ed around tues is cause of the pain I had although im still getting vry slight niggles, apart from before ov we only bd on sat, sun & tues.

I just feel really lonely & empty our due date is nearing & I cant help but think we'd either have our little bubs with us or she'd be on her way very soon. Im hoping that with all this moping around & crying that tues will be a lil easier cause i'll be all cried out. I've even written a little poem for our bubs hoping that it will make things a little easier.

We've then got an appt coming up with the gynae & I consider ourselves very lucky to have this although they've always previously told me that with all the problems i've had in that area I could encounter difficulties but I always stayed positive & thought no well be fine when the time comes & I know we will one day have a healthy pg & baby.

Dont get me wrong Im grateful for what I have but at the same time only you ladies understand that longing for a healthy pg & bubs.

Sorry for long moan & I promise that within a couple wks i'll be back to my normal self.

Thanks for listening xxx

Don't be silly hunny you're not moaning - you are entitled to feel down, low and distressed etc etc especially with Tuesday fast approaching and recent circumstances too.
Gawd knows how I am gonna be on the 5th Jan so its all OK and we're here for you hun xx

What you have planned for Tuesday is lovely and hopefully the poem and the lattern etc will give you strength and help with your grieving - but its all natural to be feeling like this it really is so never apologise.

We will all get our healthy pregs and bubs very soon - got to have some PMA even though at times its hard - I'm feeling it with TTC this week too and all a tizz with how I feel about it!! Plus the bl88dy cheap OV sticks off ebay keep telling me I've not OV'd yet and I thought I would be around Monday so not sure what's going on there!!!! Hohum!

Hope you're OK hunny xxx

(((((((((((((((((hugs))))))))))))))) for you. I hope at least writing how you feel down has made you feel better. You aren't moaning at all, it must be a hard time for you but at least you have the gyne appt coming up.

I really hope you feel better soon and i'm not sure if I can say anything to help but you have been so supportive to me this week that I wanted to reply to you.

All the best, and remember we are always here xxx

Hey honey

So sorry you are feeling so low - it can only be expected especially if you are approaching your due date.

I am grateful for everything I have and know how lucky I am to have a fantastic OH, lovely home, secure job etc but it doesn't take away that longing for a sucessful pg and healthy baby at the end of it. You could have all the wealth, success etc in the world and it wouldn't make any difference to that achey feeling of longing.

I really hope the gynae appt brings some fresh news. I'm sure your PMA will return soon - it is bound to take a knock at the moment.

Take care and be sure to moan away again if you are feeling down - we've all done it!!

Kristen xxxx

sorry you're feeling so sad, its so understandable. i really hope you are feeling happier soon xxx

Thank you ladies, your all so lovely, so glad I have somewere to come with people who understand xx