what did i do ,oohh yess ,tested early ive two days to go till af but tested with fr and got bfn.I was so hopeful as i had really sore boobs and dreams etc for past week or so and had the sorest boobs ever theyre still a tad sore.i hate pmt.so i think im out this month.thing is ,since december my boobs have increased a size which is hard when youre only five foot two!!iI shouldve been welcoming my little one now but instead have a body being a b**tch.sorry for rant .ive my db wedding in a couple a days and had to go up a size in dress because of theese boobs.a size ten used to be big on me.i wouldnt care if i had something to show for it im not vain, i just am seriously p****sed off that i feel preg with these jugs!! instead . ohh im sorry know theres soo many other ladies going through so much worse and ive so much respect for the sheer good will you all have.Im terrified its an early menopause type thing.im only 37 but you never know.i spent my youth taking care of others and college i just feel robbed that at the mature time of my life with soo much to give its not going to happen.we worked so hard in the early years living on nothing doing exams with a teething child etc arrgggh im just p****sed off sorry girls im a pain in the bum at mo.but i will enjoy my db wedding as my family are not very prolific on that front (one family wedding since 1998)gosh we are hard to tie down(lol).anyway hope you have lots o luck just hanging out for other to get bfp cause i know ill be soo happy for othersxxxxxx

Hi roisine
I'm jealous of the boob increase, since ectopic mine have almost disappeared, though the discomfort can;t be much fun
hope you get your BFP soon and enjoy the wedding
Daisyx

thanks daisy i was just hopin id know before wedding so id lay off the naughty stuff (drriinnk) but im so annoyed at my body i feel like a good drink!!! i wouldnt care less if was preg to lay off it as i would be delighted. my boobs feel heavy im wearing a 34c at mo and it just fits!!!.at least theyre a bit perky ,not hangin down to my waist.i just feel self concsious !!!ever since dec (had mmc) theyve never went back to normal in fact my body is not the same at all.maybe ill get my pma back again but its trying my patience.good luck to you too an ectopic mustve have been dreadful hope you takin good care o yourselfxxxxxxx

Hi Rosine, well fingers crossed you are testing just a little bit too early??? fingers crossed the much wanted BFP will be coming your way soon, I hope you have a fab time at the wedding, and as for the big boobs, Ive always had that problem but I actually love mine! but know that they can be a pain especially if they are hurting you...have you been measured recently? as that could be causing you more pain, really hope you get your BFP lUC XXX

well went to loo and there she was .not much but shes here.oh well onto aug 3rd now .at least i can enjoy a guilt free wedding.but i have to say im going to docs after wedding because im a little worried that nothing is happening ie nothing sticks.but life has been so hectic there was no time for me to sort stuff out.im really disheartened now but ill just keep going xxxxxhope you ladies have more luck for rest of month xxxxxxx

Oh hunny I am sorry - sending you a huge hug xxx

Sorry to hear that, as you say, at least you can enjoy the wedding now. Big hugs, xxx