Hello
Just wondered how you are getting on - how are you feeling? have injections worked? (ignore if I'm being nosy)
Daisyx

Hi Daisy

Thanks for your message. The methotrexate has worked, and we have been to see another consultant as my Natural Killer Cells are 2.34 (should only be 0.8 or 0.9) so we are going to have to have steroid treatment along with the clomid and they are going to inject me to release the egg after the scan for follicle checking, when we start again in September. Not very good at waiting, as I am impatient, thought it would be good not to think about it, but really want to start trying again, but with the methotrexate and NK cells don't really have a choice and it should be worth the wait if we get the longed for BFP (with the pregnancy in the right place).

I thought I was doing well emotionally, but 3 people I know within the family are all pregnant, one of which is my cousin who I am really close to and she had a miscarriage at 10.5 weeks, so it is still early days for her as she is only about 9 weeks, and very scared as you can imagine.

I hope you are well and not sure when you were next able to ttc but hope things are going well.

Sarah
xxx

[Modified by: MrsWard on June 22, 2009 09:00 AM]

Hi Sarah
So sorry, sounds like you are really going throught it at the moment - I hope the consultant and treatment gives you some answers - I think you said this is your second ectopic? I can;t imagine how hard it is for you and your partner, especially with your family members being pregnant - I can understand to a certain degree, my brother and sil have just announced they are pregnant - will be my mums first grandchild and we can;t help thinking it should have been us - have to admit not dealing with it well, can;t even bring myself to speak to them which makes me feel really mean
We are allowed to TTC again now, cycles seems to have settled down, am teriffied of having another ectopic especially if i have to lose the other tube - this was my first pregnancy so it was a huge shock
Sorry not really cheering you up, just want to say I really hope you get some positive news soon, september will soon come round
Good luck and keep in touch
daisyx

Hi Daisy,
Thanks for message, yes it was our second ectopic, but fortunately managed to keep my left tube, and they are not sure if it was definitely ectopic or just pregnancy of unconfirmed location.

I totally understand you ignoring your brother and SIL, although I also know that this will not be healthy and it would be good to call and congratulate them, as it will only make things worse later on, I also ignored bil and sil when they had their first 4 years ago, as we were trying and not getting anywhere, when my other sil and bil found out they were pregnant after our first ectopic I made the point of calling them to congratulate and letting them know that we were only a phone call away should they need anything, it was hard, but made me feel better.

Good luck TTC and hope you get your BFP soon.

Sarah
xx