Hi Girlies,

I'm just having a moan!!!

Had my methotrexate shot for Ectopic on 7th October - finally stopped bleeding on 14th November - feeling really down - have cried about 10 times in the past fews days (not like me - until this happened!) i just feel like i'm stuck in limbo - i don't know where my body is - i just feel like me and my body are useless!!!

Haven't told my DH - he's been really supportive but i'm pretty sure he wouldn't know what to say and even if he said something - probably wouldn't suit me and we'd end up arguing - which i don't want to do!!!!

AAAAAAAHHHHHHH got that off my chest - thanks for reading/listening to me moan!!!

wish i could get some PMA!!!!!
(23 days till Disney Land Paris!!!!)

Broxi xx

Hey I'm with ya hun! I'm in limbo too - I stopped bleed last thursday - then it came back friday night - now seems to be gone again! I worked out I had nearly 9 weeks of bleeding!!! Oh great joy!!!

Don;t worry hun - your normal - my doc said methotrexate messes up your af's!

3 Sleeps til Christmas Fair!
4 sleeps til London and Mama Mia!
24 Sleeps til Christmas!!!

Wooohooo!!! I have lots more thisngs planned in - you just have to keep busy hun!

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THANKS MWB!!!

You're always there to pick me up honey - for that I THANK YOU!!!!

Means a lot to me!!!

I'll try and keep busy honey:
23 Sleeps till Paris
37 days till my first Wedding Anniversary
37 days till we can TTC again!!!!!
44 days till London
45 days till my Birthday

Broxi xx

Awww you're welcome hunny! You are there for me too!

3 sleeps til Christmas Fair
4 Sleeps til London
23 sleeps til christmas
29 sleeps til ttc again!!!!

I have lots of meals planned in and all sorts to keep me busy!!! Just saw my two best friends - one was down from scotland for a few days - so a good girlie chat helps cleanse the soul...lol!!!

How you feeling today?

xxx

Hey honey,

I'm not too bad today thanks - had a wee cry last night when i found out K-LOU got her BFP - it was a mixture of being SOOOOOO Happy for her and being so sad for me. Please don't misunderstand i'm happy for everyone getting BFP's i just wish i was still pregnant (stupid statement i know) but it doesn't stop me wishing it!!! I still wake up most mornings and for a split second think i still am - then i remember!!!

Anyway i'm trying to keep busy and find PMA somewhere........

How are you babe??

Broxi xx

Hey MWB,

CD1 - AF came today - never so happy to see her - countdown to January begins.......

TTC #1 - 2nd time lucky!!!

Send me some PMA babe!!!

Broxi xx

YAY!!! Well done you! I hope mine stays away for a while - in a nice way! I am ebjoying all the practise at the moment!

I'm ok ta! I know what you mean about people being pg - I think it too - it's only natural and we can't help ourselves!!!!

I'm excited about all my plans this weekend! Looking forward to it all and it takes my mind off things too - which is good!

Do you have exciting weekend plans?

xxxx