hi ladies,
I hope you dont mind my post today but im just feeling so alone and dispondent, im actually in tears as im writing this. I went to see my gp yest to get the results of my CD21 blood test and it was very low at 1.5. Now i know that it is suppose to be alot higher than that but am not sure what is actually suppose to be. This news has also come at a very bad time as AF was due yest so i know im going tio have a realy long cycle and im very hormonal. Gp also said that another of my hormones were on the high side so it shows that its all out of whack. To make matters worse my OH made me feel awful last nite by a stupid comment. I always start looking for things for xmas early and i happened to find a realy rare item that hes talked about since we met so i bought it and it came yest. When i said that something special had come for him i was told, dont get stuff because you dont know what will happen between then and now! Im so upset and panicing that he isnt happy with me anymore and cant se a future for us. If anyone is able to shed any light on what my levels should have been or just lend an ear i would be most greatful. I feel dreadful for complaining as i know some of you are going through a awful time rught now. XXXXXXX

Aw honey try not to wory, I cant shed any light on your bloods im afraid.
What did the doctor say would happen next?

Could your oh think you have got something baby related and thats why he said that? Or perhaps it was a financial issue. It may be worth talking to him and asking what he meant then you can put your mind at ease.

Hope it works out for you honey and im sure you will be able to get some help with your bfp now you have the ball rolling xx

I don't know the answer but am sending you a big cyber hug xxx

Hi Princess, Sorry to hear you're feeling down.
I've just dug out my last day 21 test results, and it says on there the levels should be between 20-57.
Hope this helps in some way.

((((((((Big hug)))))))

Zoe x

Hi Princess. So sorry you're feeling rubbish. I know that I feel more emotional all round when AF turns up because of the fact that AF = PMT + No baby again! I wouldn't dwell too much on what your OH said - I'm sure it was just an off-cuff remark and that if you asked him he probably won't even remember saying it, let alone what he meant by it (if he's anything like my hubby!).

As for the bloods, please don't worry. The docs will know what to do next. Knowledge is power and now you have some sort of idea what the problem is you can start to get it sorted xxx

Hi ladies,
I just wanted to thankyou all for your great support and the advice. I think i was more upset as the levels were so low and still waiting fof AF. Have got to wait till August 19th to see gynie and its just agonising as i know you will all apreciate. Still feeling pretty dreadful and to make it worse im now poorly, think i may have flu coming! Thanks again and sending positive wishes to you ladies that are OV, hope to here of some more BFPs, and huge hugs to those who are having a hard time at the moment. We are all here to support each other. XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX

Hi PrincessStar,
I was just wondering how long your cycles are, as if they are long and unpredictable, your Progesterone level may have been taken too early. You probably know this already, but a day 21 test is only accurate if your cycle is 28 days. The level should be taken 7 days before your expected AF, so it may be worthwhile if your GP repeats it.
Just a thought x

Hi
My cycle is different every month, it varies between 30-40 days. I did have a spell after xmas where i was 30 days for 3 months but has been all over the place since. I know iam not OV every month but iam having AF every month, I dont know if this is a good sign or not. Im realy struggling today and have been in tears for most of it. I just feel like all is lost and im starting to panic there is something more sinister going on, like maybe my eggs are no good and that was the reason for my MC last sept? Plus still finding things with OH hard, Im convinced he does't want to be with me anymore. I know when ive been to gynie we will have to have a talk and ive avoided that so far as i didnt want him to feel he was having to BD to order but i no to maximise chances further we are going to have to be slightly more scientific about when we BD. I just wanted to avoid putting him under added stress because of his work, so ive tried to cope with it all on my own. Im emotionally drained and becoming paranoid. I want to talk to him but i dont want to push him further away. I feel so alone, this is my only outlet for my feelings. Sorry ladies for being a misery as i know some of you are suffering far worse than me. XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX

Dont apologise Princess, everyone has their own troubles that is true but no one would want you to feel alnoe, this forum is a fantastic outlet, where ever you look in life there is always someone who you think is worse off than you, but your emotional jouney is equally important to you and sometimes you do just need to get things off your chest. Here is a great place because you are with people who understand exactly what you are going through and no matter what their own troubles are support each other so well.
It sounds like you are having a really tough time and maybe talking to your dh may help bring you closer together rather than push him away.
I hope things start to get easier ((((((((((((((((HUGS))))))))))))

Thank you Loobylou81

I wanted to say thank you for offering your support. I think some of it may be down to feeling hormonal, still waiting for AF, if i didnt know that i hadnt OV this month id get excited lol! Still got the flu and to top it off Ive got a crop of nasty infected insect bites that are driving me insane! Im not sure if having AF each month, even without OV is a good sign, can anyone shed any light on this? Any advice would be most greatfully recieved. Good luck Ladies to those of you who are OV.

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