Fed Up.

Friday Oct 23 2009 16:39:11

By GemmaRebecca

Ok so went to the hospital yesterday for term app.First off i waited two full hour's untill i got seen to which is a nightmare had nothing to eat or drink was hot and stuffy and started swelling real bad :( eventually got called in to see my consultant and instead a midwife and some other lady both of which i had never met at all or had never dealt with during this pregnancy were there instead of my consultant! Told them about the problem's i was having at mo with my back and pelvis and paracetamol not helping and also with the severe itching! They think that i should stick it out for two more weeks.. My body is tiny and cant take much more not only that but my mental state is infuriating me and everyone around me! if im not angry and screaming at everyone for no reason then im sad and depressed and just cry all the time and don't want to get out of bed! Also i told them my midwife had advised me to ask for them to prescribe codeine for my pelvic pain but the midwife at the hospital said it would send me gaga! Which of course is stupid they will give me stronger whilst im in labour! She did say that she thought i had something called colitus though so she would take my blood and if it came back i did then they would give me treatment. of course this is pregnancy and we all have to get on with it but i am 40 weeks gone now and i think they could have just given me a sweep to maybe help me along a little i wasn't asking for them to break my water's or put me on a drip! I have been ok so far the only time im buckling with it all is now the final stretch i can't bear the thought of having to go through another two weeks of this i honestly dont think i could! I cant get out of the house anymore because of the pelvic pain it get's too bad for me to walk :( i can't really do anything anymore all my driving lesson's have been put on hold too! My life is in limbo now untill the baby comes. Bet i sound like a right old moaner but im not im just seriously fed up and wanted to get it out. Im rather depressed and hate the feeling. :( HELP! xx